Dans pov
I woke up with a feeling . what Phil told me changed my perspective . I looked around nervously looking for a clock. my eyes glanced over the clock to read 09:37 am . I ripped the covers off and put on a comfy top . I slid open my door and creeped out quietly incase Phil was asleep. I looked around and couldn't see him, as I walked in the Kitchen I heard a murmur which scared me to death . I turned around and shouted. "phil" he looked at me. his eyes locked with mine. I brushed another feeling out my head and focused on something different. "I'm sorry " phil mumbled picking his coffee up and walking out the kitchen . I'm such an idiot . I can't make eye contact and I can't even hear his voice the feelings . I must get out of here . but I can't . I'm his best friend mostly all he has I can't leave him. I shook the thought out my head nervously tapping my phone case.
I walked down the hallway and got back in my bedroom. I got to the corner of my room and brought my knees to my chest. I sobbed rocking back and forth. I'm breaking. this is a time I need my Bestfriend but I can't because my Bestfriend is making me feel this way. I scratched the back of my neck and pinched my wrist in hope of this all being a dream and just going away.
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3 knocks on my door . " Come in " I say locking my phone and putting it on the bedside table. " are you okay?" phil asked making his way over to me. " yeah fine " I replied. remember don't make eye contact. He patted my back. " everything's going to be fine dan " he assured me . then it happened our eyes met again . tears briming round mine. I wiped them and turned away. " I know what your going through is hard but we can do this together " he said smiling. it was fake. we can't go through this together. he's making me feel . he can't experience this I need to put on a fake smile and push away my feelings. it will show after a whole but just for now. I pushed my feelings out my head and smiled at him."we will get trough this together ... now how about a Phil is not on fire ?" I asked standing up and brushing my self off. " why not " he smiled and looked so happy. I looked in her eyes again . crap . my head started spinning at the sight of his eyes . they made me feel so many things. so many confusing things . " C'mon lets go" he said pulling my hand. I gasped as my tummy discovered butterfly's .
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Short but oh well , hope you like it so far lmao
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