[mafia au] "Shut the f*ck up.." (sal x Travis) PLEASE READ THE AUTHORS NOTES

Proper lady

* The night of the accident *

travis's POV]
Me and ash talked about small topics and stuff she liked since I didn't have much I did

I heard a loud slam of a door only to see Todd walking into the kitchen angrily

"We are so FUCKING DONE." Todd simply shouts at ash

"What happened? Where sal and Larry? " ash asks concerningly

I rolled my wheelchair the best I could back as gizmo approached me
Gizmo purred on my leg and meowed

I looked down at him then picked him up
I petted him as I didn't know what to do but stay quiet

"THEY AREN'T FUCKING HERE DONT YOU SEE THAT! THEY FUCKING ARE GONE. WITH MY MONEY AND MY FUCKING FILES "
Todd yelled angrily again

Wait..sal and Larry are gone? SAL and Larry are GONE!?

"S-sal's gone?"
I said out loud just to confirm I heard that right

"YEAH SHIT RAG HE IS, MAKE YOURSELF USEFUL AND DO SOMETHING ELSE THEN STAND AROUND LISTENING TO OTHER PEOPLES CONVERSATIONS " Todd yelled at me

I felt like my father was yelling at me..It didn't catch me off guard or anything, no emotion, no expression, no nothing..

I wheeled myself out of the kitchen after he was done yelling at me he continued to shout and with ash behind it

I looked around the house looking for something..just something to do, something to clean, something to fold, something to make it look like I'm not useless..

Useless? Pfft..I'm not..useless...

Am I?

It took me a few more minutes to realize that sal and Larry are still gone

I started to freak out and I started to pet gizmo harshly as my emotions rises

The questions that remain in my mind are:

Is he really gone?

Did he make it out and just hiding?

He's gonna be alright, right?

Will I ever get to tell him I love him?

The last one stuck to me like glue as I was about to clean the counter of the bathroom when I decided I was gonna try to stand up from my wheelchair

My legs feel numb but I had that small feeling, with all my arm strength I used it to stand

When I got the hang of using my wheel chair as my hold to hold my body up I started to clean the counter

I thought to myself out loud
"I-I'm not gay..and i don't love him I just..like him a lot because he's.." I whisper softly to myself

"So...arousing.." I mumble more quietly as I blushed deeply

"Have a little crush huh?" I heard the girly voice behind me

"AH ASH- DONT SNEAK UP ON ME!"

Me and ash took a few minutes of silence as she helped me clean the counter