I'm your toy

Chapter 1. Hey, im Eliot

I wake up feeling energetic with a little bit of nervousness. Today I move into my new university.

I'll be staying at the dorms even though my mother said we could move somewhere close and she could drop me off every morning.

I always wanted to get out of my shell and I love mom but I've been with her my whole life and I want, no I need more freedom.

I hear footsteps in the hall and I know it's time to get up. My mom knocks saying

"honey time to wake up, the plane will be leaving in 3 hours so hurry. We need to get there an hour earlier. I'll be in the kitchen, double check that you have everything you need, you can't go back" she said the last part with sadness. I know how this feels for her, me being her only son.

I stare at the wall and plan what I'm going to do. I surprisingly don't feel tired even though I barely got any rest last night, I couldn't sleep I was too excited but scared too.

My second alarm went off. I have 2 because I always just lay there and think about something for like 10 minutes, hence why I'm always late to school.

I get up and shower, in the process I wash my face, when I get out I brush my teeth, and do my hair. I have fluffy curly hair it's "cute" according to literally everyone. Let me correct this IM "cute" and "adorable"according to everyone and I think their just being nice because I low key feel like I'm a short walking trash can

🎶do you ever feel like a plastic bag🎶 yes ma'am I do every morning. And I'm 18!!! They called an 18 1/2 yr old boy adorable. *sigh*

Anyway I see where I could have gotten it from, my mom is gorgeous and she handed me down my short and feminine genes, I have a small skinny but not to skinny frame and I'm kinda curvy.

My mom has men lined up after her and it's hilarious cuz she's lesbian 😂poor guys, my moms a whole goddess. She had me when she was 17 so she's pretty young still she's 35. I jump slightly when I hear my mom yell

"Elli breakfast is ready come eat and then you can go back and finish"

Even my nickname sounds feminine, I'm Eliot but most people call me Elli.

"Going" I yell back. Imma change before I go down tho. I picked out a nice and comfy outfit. You know that university is for the rich and the "mafias kids" I don't really believe the mafia part but we'll find out soon , point is I have to dress relatively well. So I chose to go by what's trendy and comfy. I like fashion though so not a problem.

I put this on. Not too fancy, mostly comfortable for the plane ride.

I ran downstairs. Mom was changing too.
"Done mom, Gotta love your pancakes"

I ate up all my food and ran back up. I packed everything but I still had some clothes out and I don't know, should I? Ughhh I'm gay ok so I have girly pastel and cute clothing but I kinda bought e-boy and some soft boy clothes so I don't get picked on but I wanna take my cute clothes too.

What if my roommate finds them?

But I'm going to wear them eventually at least in my dorm so whatever

I hope their not homophobic.

I look around and everything is ready. Cool  I'm on schedule.
"Mom I'm ready let's go!"

*Time skip to the airport because yes*

"I love u Elli. Call me every 3 days at least please take care"

"I will, love u too. Byeeee"

I walked in the airplane and I'm in awe of how big and expensive it looked, the school payed for my ticket so I rode 1st class. I put my hand bag in the top thingy and sat down I got my switch out and started playing while the rest of the people came in.

"Hey, I'm Karla I noticed your a student at Helios, I am too. I haven't seen you around so I suppose you're a freshman. Wanna get to know each other and maybe be friends" wow she said a lot in one breath. She's really pretty too.

Wait- how did she know I'm going to Helios university ? I don't have anything on me and they don't have uniforms.

I'm just staring at her like how do you know that ahhhh I need to answer.

" I-I'm Eliot. Correct, Im a freshman. And sure let's be friends. I'm studying to be a forensic phycologist, what about you?"

"Cool, so like Harley Quinn?  I'm doing business administration. I noticed you were from Helios because a paper from Helios is sticking out of your backpack"

oohhhhh yeah let me fix my backpack, I just threw everything in it.

C'mon Harley Quinn really, I won't fall in love with a psychotic murderer. Iconic tho

"Yeah basically what she did before she fell in love with the joker, I mean if he looked as hot as he did in suicide squad I might be tempted too" i laugh and then notice I just said that.

Will she know I'm gay or laugh it off or accept it or maybe hate it?

"I would too, he looked so hottt ughhh but I got my share of crazy psychos at school"

Wut? Psychos? Wait- like the stories of the mafia and crazies in Helios? I didn't say anything after because the pilot said we were leaving so I got buckled in and ready

"Are you gay?" She asks with a straight face, may I add OUT OF NOWHERE

FUCK why?why?why? Is it bad? Should I say yes or no? Will she hate me and spread rumors?

School hasn't even started. My last school backed me up because I was popular since before and I'm just way to nice so most people just ignored it and some lightly picked on me, but other gay kids were made fun of a lot and bullied consistently and that terrified me.

Like what if they did and said all that to me?

I always protected them when I saw it happen but no one knows me here no one in Helios can help me if I get bullied

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