ruined (part one maybe)

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Tommy and tubbo :)
Tw: yelling, swearing, crying, and mention of abuse

Tommys POV:
I haven't streamed in almost a week..I haven't been my self lately..and honestly it's been because of the SMP. I mean I know it's all fake and people don't mean what they said..but when tubbo exiled me...I was actually hurt it felt like my whole world came crashing down on me..I'm not sure why because it's all fake.

But the thought of losing tubbo in REAL life...makes me uneasy,and upset..school doesn't help at all. All my teachers give to much work..it's just overwhelming.

Most of my fans are supportive of me taking a little brake, then there are some fans for harass me and tell me to stream.

"Tommy dear" my mom says knocking on the doors
"Yes,mother" I say standing up from my desk, I unlocked the door sitting on my bed sighing "me and your farther are going out to the market ok? Do you need anything" she says fixing the purse on her shoulder "no thanks mum I'm good" I say smiling as she shuts the door.

Alone.
I'm alone.
Tubbo hasn't talked to me in the week I haven't streamed.
Did I make him mad?
Is he ok?

Am I ok?
I lay down as the thoughts run threw my head making me nervous. I should text him. I reach for my phone pulling it off the charger.

Tubbo:
Me: hey tubs
Tubbo: hey.
Me: are you ok?
Tubbo: I'm fine.
Me: ft me. Your not fine
Tubbo: leave me alone
Me: tubbo? At least call me..
Tubbo: fine.

I see tubbos caller ID show up on my phone. I answer quickly standing up

"Tubbo?"

"Hello Tommy"

Tubbo. Are you ok?"

"Yes I'm fine"

"You don't really sound like it..and you haven't talked to me all week.."

"Well. I'm to clingy apparently"

"You are."

"Exactly...that's why I stoped taking to you."

"Tubbo... just because your clingy doesn't mean you have to cut me off!"

"THATS NOT FAIR TOMMY!"

"What are you talking about? Stop yelling"

"NO YOU STOP. YOU CALL ME CLINGY BUT AS SOON AS I LEAVE YOU ALONE YOU GET UPSET"

"YOU-"

"NO TOMMY. IT ISNT FAIR."

"TUBBO! SHUT UP! LISTEN TO ME-"

"NO THATS ALL I EVER DO! ITS ALL ABOUT LISTENING TO YOU! ITS ALL ABOUT YOU AND WHAT YOU WANT TO DO"

"TUBBO STOP!"

"NO. YOU KNOW WHAT FINE. ILL STOP BECAUSE IT WHAT YOU WANT TO DO. SO GOODBYE TOMMY!"

"TUBBO WAIT PLEASE! Tubbo please hear me out..ok? Please?"

"Go. Talk."

"I'm sorry for calling you clingy... but I never said it was a bad thing. I like you being clingy it makes me feel comfortable and loved ok. Tubbo your like a brother to me. Your fucking family dude."

"Tommy..."

"Tubbo I was worried about you. I was worried that's i had lost you. I was scared you hated me..."

"Tommy...you..."

"Tubbo. I'm am noting with out you. It's never gonna just be Tommy. It's gonna be Tommy and tubbo. We are bestfriends! We have been for awhile now.."

"Tommy 🥺"

"Tubs don't cry.."

"Tommy..I'm sorry I didn't mean to yell at you it's just..." he says unable to finish the sentence. I can hear soft cry's coming from the phone making my heart ache

"Tubbo. It's ok. Spit it out"

"It's just..my-my dad...he uhm..he beat me..and my sister and mother don't believe me..I even showed them to where..and-and" after that he just started crying

"Tubbo..I'm coming and picking you up. Your gonna stay with me for a while ok?"

"Tommy you don't have to do that.."

"Yes I do. I'll be there shortly"

"But I still have to stream..there gonna see I'm in your house"

"You can tell them your visiting me.."

"O-ok...what about you parents"

"Tubbo don't worry about it...just get a bag ready I'll be there soon ok?"

"Ok"

"Tubbo"

"Y-yes Tommy"

"I love you ok"

"I love you too... see you soon"

And with that he hung up.
He's will be safe now. I don't know the whole story yet but I hope he's willing to tell me..
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Not sure if I should do a part 2 or not but...yeah.

Ily

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