how did we make it this far?
i picture life without you and i feel
a weight lift from my shoulders.
can we try again in an unbroken world,
wait for our souls to meet again,
another lifetime will heal us.
we need to heal.
i love you but i'm tired.
do you feel it? do you care?
im starting to trust the blogposts and tarot cards
more than i trust you,
more than i trust myself.
i wish you'd leave me in silence,
as if nothing ever happened.
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notes:
i wrote this in october towards the beginning of a really dark time in my life and personal relationships. so it's a bit dated and i don't write like this anymore, but that's okay :)
YOU ARE READING
poetic rambles
Poetryim not a poet by any means, this is just fun and therapeutic for me and it's easier to post them here than it is to share them with people i know. maybe this will help me build up to that :>
