This is my Past

We Made a Pact

This is a song I wrote on September 26, 2014 for the 5 month aniversary of my best friends suicide.

We saw eachother

Mere minutes before you left

And you never came back

We made a pact we made a promise

We would stick together

Forever

We'd never leave eachothers side

You were my best friend

Now you're my dead friend

We did everything together

Remember those mustache pictures

Remember those embarrassing times

Cuz we loved eachother

We were like sisters

We did everything together

Cuz we made a pact

We made a promise

We would stick together

Forever

We'd never leave eachothers side

You were by best friend

Now you're my dead friend

It's been 5 months

Since you never woke up

Saw you mere minutes

Before you left

Before you died

I miss you Trinity

I miss you so, so much

I wish you were here

Remember all those times we used to hang out

Remember that time when we lost our best friend

She was an awesome friend

We helped eachother through her death

But now your gone

But we made a pact

We made a promise

We would stick together

Forever

We'd never leave eachothers side

You were my best friend

Now you're my dead friend

We made a pact

We made a promise

We would stick together

Forever

We'd never leave eachothers side

You were my best friend

Now you're my dead friend

Cuz I love you Trinity

This song is meant for you

So here's my last words for you

You were a good friend

You were my best friend

You were a true friend

You were a beautiful girl

I remember everything that we did together

Now here's my final goodbye

I love you Trinity

I miss you Trinity

And now goodbye.

Trinity was my best friend that commited suicide in April 26, 2014. She was a beautiful, young, amazing, and loving best friend. She always made sure you were ok. She always put you first. She was selfless. She was loving, kind, and she cared. She was the kind of girl that would always crack a joke. She was always laughing. She was always smiling. You wouldn't have guessed what she really felt. She hid her pain behind a smile. She hid her pain behind her laughs and jokes. And I miss her a lot. I love her so much.

Pleze stay strong.

I love you.

Every single one of you.

I promise you that things do get better.

No matter what it is, you are strong enough.

You are good enough.

You are amazing.

You are beautiful.

I am here for you.

We are all here for you.

Pleze don't give up.

I love you.