This is my Past

My Savior

Music became my savior.

I became my own worst enemy.

Music helped me to stay alive.

I kept on discouraging myself.

Music told me I was worth it.

I told myself that I was worthless.

Music said I mattered.

I said everything would be better without me.

Music told me that I was smart, and beautiful.

I told myself that I was dumb and ugly.

Music said I was loved.

I always told myself that everyone hated me.

But after a while, I started to see the truth. I saw that I was worth it, that I mattered, that I was smart, beautiful, and loved. I may see the truth, but I still struggle with knowing the truth. There's a big difference in seeing the truth and knowing the truth.

Please know the truth. Don't just see the truth. Because your worth it, your beautiful, you matter, your smart, and I love you. So please stay strong. Remember I am here for you if you need to talk. I love you. Stay strong.