𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐮𝐧𝐚 | 𝐯.𝐡

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a/n: hi besties! so sorry for the late updates, haven't really had any ideas. but things will get back on track soon, don't worry.

"i can't take this anymore" he groans.

"what are you talking about vin--" i start.

before i can finish, he gently pulls me closer by my waist before smashing our lips together.

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the gap between us closes as vinnie kisses me passionately, igniting a feeling i've never felt before with anyone. the faint taste of mint rests on my tastebuds as small clicking sounds are created. his grip on my waist tightens as he lifts his hand from the water to caress my cheek, small water droplets falling from his arm. my mouth accidently falls open as I'm still taken aback from this, and he doesn't miss the opportunity to slip his tongue in. i jerk a little, causing him to pull away, his hand still rests on my cheek. fuck.

"sorry" i mutter, slightly embarrassed. "that's okay" a small smile forms at his lips from my words as his gaze fixes onto my eyes. silence falls upon us as i feel things start to get awkward.

not wanting to lose the sparks that flew not even two minutes ago, i lean in to kiss him again, ignoring the fact that I'm getting colder standing in the water. his arms wrap around my waist, causing butterflies to erupt in my stomach. i tangle my fingers in the strands of his hair as he attempts to slip his tongue into my mouth again, succeeding this time. his lips are soft and warm, and my breath starts to get heavy. his hands move from my waist to my stomach, manoeuvring their way underneath my waist. the pad of his thump brushes over my clothed breasts and i shriek inside. do i really want this? his other hand makes its way under my shirt before i have time to think, lips still attached to mine as both of his hands cup my bra. i moan into his mouth, earning a breathy moan in return from him as his hands move down to my thighs, he lifts me up then wraps my legs around his torso. he walks over to the bank, then hoisting me up but my legs are dangling in the water.

"i want to make you feel good" he whispers, a smirk is playing at his lips as my breath hitches. vinnie goes for my underwear, but i stop him. as much as i want him, it's too early. i mean it's just the first da- whatever this is. he frowns and backs away.

before my mind can catch up with what just occurred, i jump back into the water and press my body against his, the flinging my arms around his shoulders. he doesn't move and he looks almost... dissapointed? maybe this was a bad idea. i remove my arms and look up in embarrassment. vinnie looks deep in thought, his whole demenour has changed. have i done something wrong?

"are you okay vinnie?" i ask concern clear in my voice but he fails to answer my question. after a minute or so of complete silence, he says "i have to go"

my face falls at his words. he proceeds to get out of the water and i follow him. water falls from his body as he lifts himself out, i am in complete awe. "vinnie wait. you have to go?" he nods and starts to put his clothes on. still wet.

"why so fast? can you talk to me please?" it almost sounds like I'm begging, but i don't care. i want to know why he's acting this way.

"it's nothing. i just have something to do. i'll still drop you home" he says monotone as he gathers his things up. "at 1am? come on vinnie you can't be serious?" annoyance is clear in my voice as i speak. why does he have to be such a dick about this? "for fuck's sake y/n! why can't you get that it's nothing?" he yells and i gasp. my heart drops at his words and regret spreads all over his face. i know he is mentalling cursing himself for yelling at me as he walks away, leaving me standing there alone.

who does this guy think he is? first he makes out with me, then offers to make me 'feel good', and now yelling at me like that? i haven't done anything wrong but be stupid enough to think this could work. even after emily told me he's the player type, i still let myself fall into his stupid trap which was probably just to sleep with me in the first place. he just wanted to use me like his other hundreds of conquests.

i stand there in absolute shock, as i watch an angry vinnie storm off through the flower field. is that all he wanted? just sex? i should've known, my attraction to him is making me clueless.

i gather my things, still in vinnie's soaked and heavy t-shirt as i trudge through the flowers after him. he is still in view, and i follow until we make it to his car. he gets in, slamming the door behind him. i get in after, despite my dripping state.
"is this because i didn't let you...you know?" his gaze is focused outside of the window. he doesn't answer. "can you just talk to me?" i plead and he faces me.

"i don't like being told no" he reveals and i furrow my eyebrows. "that doesn't give you the excuse to storm off" i tell him and he looks down. "i can do whatever i want briar" his tone is cold and i am beyond confused at this side vinnie has revealed to me. i was presented with the soft, goofy vinnie when we first met, but now i'm left with this angry one?

"are you kidding me? what the hell is wrong with you? you kiss me, offer to give me fucking head and then refuse to tell me what's wrong and you just storm off like nothing happened? just because i said no? it's our first date! and now this attitude? you don't fucking pull shit like that vinnie. you know what, just take me home, i'm cold and wet and don't even know what the fuck is going on" i huff out, and face the window. i can't help of be proud of myself, even though the use of foul language is not something i ever thought i would be using against someone
, it helps to accentuate my anger. i've had my fair share of boys in my 17 years of living, but none have ever done something like this, not one.

vinnie doesn't say anything. oh so now he has nothing to say? what a jerk. i roll my eyes as he places his hand on the key and turns the car on. he proceeds to pull out of the parking lot.

"maybe it's best if we stay away from each other" he finally says.