I woke up with a sigh and rolled over and covered my head with my blanket. I was still tired. I reached for my phone struggles to find it. I looked at my phone and turned it on. The brightness blinding me as I squint my eyes.ughhhh, it's 9:30. OH SHIT ITS 9:30. School started an hour ago. I waited for a moment then shrugged and stuffed my face into my pillow. Maybe I will just stay home for today, I sigh. My dad storms in and yells "WHY ARNT YOU AT SCHOOL-" he continued as I just look at him with squinted eyes "yup..k..love you..bye" I stuffed my head back into my pillow as he storms out of the room. Fine I will get up. All I want to do is just lay in bed all day whatever. I crawl out of bed with my blanket and go into the bathroom. I look in the mirror and sigh. "Why am I like this... gotta put on a fake smile... AGAIN. Ughhhh why can't I just disappear..." I put on mascara and lipgloss and a bit of highlighter. I brush my hair and walk back out of the bathroom. I guess what I'm wearing is fine. I was wearing grey sweatpants and a red hoodie. I threw on some high top convers and walked downstairs. I walked out the door without my backpack and didn't say a word to my dad because of how he acted this morning. I walked to school this morning to avoid people so I could relax for longer. When I got to the front doors of the school I sighed. Why the fuck am I even here.... I walked in and saw everyone look at me. I walked down the hall and into my class. I sat there and put my head down and tried to fall asleep. I wanted to continue to sleep "are you ok?" A boy asked me. "Shut the fuck up james." He walked back to his seat as I am thinking why the hell he asked me if I was "ok" like everyone knows not to ask that in class. I leave class early and run to the bathroom "I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE!" I yell. I slide down the stall door pushing my hair back and sobbing as my eyes start to burn. And why the fuck did my dad name me "Jenny" like I don't even look like a Jenny! My god🙄
I hear nocking on the door and hear James say "hey, I saw you running, are you ok?" I blushed a bit and smiled. I immediately shook the smile off my face and said "why do you care james" with a stuffy nose. "I mean, you are in my class and I care about you." "Well I don't" I said in a calm voice. I heard him sit down on the other side of the door and say "I'm not going anywhere until your ok."
I open the door as right away he falls onto the floor and starts rubbing the back of his head.
"Sorry" I whisper.
"Meet me outside after school. I'm really good at listening, you can always talk to me."
I walked out of the bathroom and I sigh and shrug my shoulders. James has dark curly hair, brown eyes, big lips, and a sharp jaw. His eyes always get me because of the way they glimmer in the light.
I don't like anyone tho, every time I do they turn on me and become basic ass bitches.
I walk back home and go into my room. As soon as I'm in my room I fall into bed and cover my entire body with my blanket.
Knock*knock*knock*
I hear tapping on my window.
I go to look,and it's fucking James!
I open the window and say "are you stalking me now?!?!"
"No, you just didn't meet me"
He says as he crawls into my room.
"You have to get out"
I say furiously.
"Bu-"
"NOW!"
I yell.
He silently crawls back out and says
"I'm always here for you Jenny..."
He disappears below the window as I assume he's gone.
I fall back into bed as I sigh.
Wtf is wrong with that kid.
Whatever, he's gone now.
I lay there thinking about what he said as I see a piece of paper on my bed.
It's his number!
He snuck in here to give me HIS NUMBER! I crumple it up and toss it into the trash but I just miss. I sigh as I go back to trying to fall asleep. It wasn't working. All I could think about was him. UGH he got into my head that little brat!
I grab my phone and see an unknown number. I text it saying
J:who is this?
j:it's james
J: why would you leave me your number if you already know mine?
j:oh so you saw it?
J:that doesn't fucking matter james.
j:why?
J:SHUT THE FUCK UP JAMES IM TRYNA SLEEP
j:ok, I will see you tomorrow then
J:no, u won't
J:bye
j:aww you wanted to say byeeee
J: SHUT THE FUCK UP JAMES
j:fine fine. Bye Jenny
J:mhm ok ya bubye
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The edge
Lãng mạnA girl feels like she can't breathe and she is tired all the time and just wants to disappear until the pain is gone. Until she meets the love of her life that she keeps blocking out of her life. What will he do? Better yet... what will she do?⚠️pos...
