The edge

SHE SAID WHAT?!

"What? Wait, I'm sorry, I don't think I heard you right Jenny."
I looked down and smiled.
"This is the happiest I've been in my entire life. I love you James."
He looked puzzled. He was just standing there looking at me as he started to look more and more relaxed.
"Are you o-"
And before I could finish my sentence and ran in and kissed me. Not just any kiss, he picked me up as I wrapped my legs around his and he continued to kiss me. I was so happy. But how will he feel when I die.... he finally put me down and held my hand.
"Wow, you finally said it, you did it Jenny."
Those words kept repeating in my head.
"Yes..... I guess I did."
"Hey Jenny?" He asked.
"Yes?"
"Do you wanna go to the beach with me?" He asked.
"Wow, no one ever wants to go anywhere with me..."
"I guess I will be the first." He giggled. I'm still OBSESSED with his laugh. He stared running swooping me into his arms. He threw me into the car and went into the drivers side. I put on my buckle as he started driving. I could tell he was exited because he was speeding and smiling. I feel like this is right....
We got to the beach running down to the water giggling.
After a while we lied down looking at the sunset.
"Jenny... do you still have depression?"
I had to think for a second before I said
"Yes... but it's not your fault..."
"Hey, you know I love you, right?"
"No..."
"What?" He asked.
"I still want to die...."
"No don't..." he grabbed my arm as I stood up.
"I'm sorry... this is how it's meant to be.... let me go..."
"NO." He said loudly as his eyes started tearing up.
"I'm not letting you go, I love you! I would die without you Jenny. PLEASE, DON'T GO."
I threw my arm down and starting running. Running on sand is harder than I remembered. I got to the to and starting running to the car. Him still chasing after me crying yelling,
"JENNY PLEASE DON'T DO IT!!!"
I had to ignore him... it's better this was... I ha to repeat that in my head.
I got to the car and closed the door right before he could get the door.
I locked the doors as I start backing up.
"JENNY, NO!!" He was sobbing at this point banging on the window as he was following the car. He looked at the car hood and climbed up. I thought he gave up so I started driving forwards.
I started going down the same highway that I did at first and slammed into what I think is the same area.

(James point of view)

She slammed into the trees as I climbed down with a limp,my leg hurt really bad.
"JENNY!" Screamed as I saw her with blood all over her head dripping down her smooth face. She was passed out. The car was about to blow so I had to get her out. I got her half way out.
"HELP!!!!" Screamed at the top of my lungs with tears running down my face.
"HELP!!!!" I sobbed as I almost got her out. One more leg. You will be ok Jenny. I heard ticking and knew I had to get her out now. I started pulling her out faster as the car blew. The force pushing me away front the car as I saw her a little bit always from me. She was out of the car but her leg was on fire.
"JENNY!" I screamed.
I took off my jacket and started putting out the fire on her leg. I lied down next to her as her face was facing me.
"Jenny!!...."I sobbed."pleaseeeee"I begged. "I'm begging you please love, don't die on me Jenny please!!!! I need you..." I started sobbing so hard that my tears started to taste like blood. Everything starts going blurry as I hear sirens 🚨. "Please Jenny... live...." I mumbled as I passed out. Next thing I knew, I woke up in the hospital. The nurse on my left taking the needle out of my arm as she then loos at me.
"Hey! Your awake! Your lucky you survived!"
"WHERE IS SHE!"
I started to stand up and she put her hands out saying
"Sir you have to sit down."
WHERE THE FUCK IS JENNY!!!!"
"Uh uh." She stutters. "Two lefts and the door on the right." I started running down the halls yelling
" JENNY!!!!!"
I took two lefts and rushed into the room on the right.
She was lying there with a machine put on her mouth giving her air.
"JENNY!"
I yelled as I ran up to her. She isn't awake.
The nurse from my room came in panting. She walked up to me and caught her breath.
"I'm so sorry sir... she's in a coma."
"FOR HOW LONG?!" I yelled as tears started to rush down my face.
"Probably only a week but-"
I cut her off and said
"Then I'm staying here waiting for her.
I crawled into the bed with her and started bawling my eyes out. She was just lying there lifelessly.
"You'll be ok..." I stared crying so hard I started tasting blood again.
"I promise..."
I was sobbing yelling
"JENNY PLEASE!!!😫😫 WAKE UP!!! I LOVE YOU!!😫😫😫😭😭😭" I held her hand as I felt her squeeze my hand too. I started to smile knowing she could hear me.
"Please don't die baby, I love you so much, just fight, fight Jenny..." I said sobbing as I started to fall asleep. It was really late at night anyways. But I'm just happy that's she alive. What should I do to keep her alive when she wakes up?... if she was this committed to killing herself... did she even love me?....or... DOES she even love me?....
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Sorry I haven't been updating for a while I've been busy. I promise I will post more. I hope you enjoy! Also, should I start writing actual books??? Just curious. Haha.