I run downstairs and grab the keys
"Where you going hun?"
My dad asked in a sweet but calm tone.
"The library" I lie
"Yay your starting to get better! I love you sweetie!"
My eyes started tearing up as I run out to the car. I quickly start the car as I'm sobbing. I pull out of the driveway and start speeding down the road.
I WISH I WAS DEAD
WHY AM I LIKE THIS
UGH IM SO ANNOYING
WHY COULD I EVER LET HIM GET TO ME
EVERYONE JUST WANTS ME TO DIE
AND SO DO I!
I just want to go...
I smile while tears roll Down my face. I'm driving down the highway as I see trees all around me. I look to the side and think
You lost this battle...
But the next person will win...
I swerved to the right and drive faster. I slam into the forest as my last sightings are a man running towards me calling my name.
I open my eyes seeing myself in a bed wrapped up and I have needles in me. I hear three knocks and I see the door opening.
"James.." I whisper as I sit up. He has red roses and yellow sunflowers in his hand. He runs to me dropping the flowers on the bed and kisses me. His soft lips holding onto mine...
And a slight touch of his hand on the right side of my neck and face.
I push him off me
"Why the hell did you do that!"
"I-I'm sorry Jenny, but I saved you... were you trying to kill yourself?"
"yes..." I start crying trying to find words to describe how I felt.
"I'm gonna... just go..."
"Actually James........ can-can you stay here tonight?" I start crying again.
"Of course" he smiles and giggles. His giggle is so soft and sweet. I love it. He walked over to the other side of the bed and got under the blankets.
I lay back down as I turn to him.
He closes his eyes while facing me.
I starting admiring all of his features and his hair.
He saved my life...
I don't love him
I don't love him
I don't love him
........
Or do I????
I fell asleep quickly and happily. I've never been happy before. He changed my life...
I open my eyes to see him gone.
Or...maybe he doesn't care... I start growing sad again as I see the door open and him come on with a tray of breakfast saying
"Goodmorning gorgeous."
"Please don't call me that." I grin.
"I know you like it Jenny. I got you breakfast."
"Thank-you... for saving me..."
"It's not a problem. I don't know what I would do if you died."
"Stop" I giggled.
"I've been waiting to hear you laugh for longer than you can imagine."
I turn my head. I don't love him
I don't. He's sweet tho....
But he's just gonna break me...
"You need to leave..."
What?" He asks
"YOU NEED TO GO,now...."
"Ok, if that's how you feel..."
He walks out of the room as I reach for him.
But I love him...
Do I?
(Im so sorry this chapter is short but I thought you would like it)
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RomantikA girl feels like she can't breathe and she is tired all the time and just wants to disappear until the pain is gone. Until she meets the love of her life that she keeps blocking out of her life. What will he do? Better yet... what will she do?⚠️pos...
