*𝖒𝖆𝖙𝖙𝖎𝖆 𝖕𝖔𝖑𝖎𝖇𝖎𝖔* 𝔀𝓱𝔂???

𝔀𝓱𝔂???𝓹𝓪𝓻𝓽37

My dumb ass actually deleted everything on my camera roll sooo I don't have any pics of mattia 😔any ways

You turn around and you see Lena your eyes go wide and she shots at Mattia 5 times and you get your gun out and shoot her but she escapes

You:Mattia
Mattia
Mattia
Mattia please wake up baby wake up
Mattia:babe babe it hurts
You:babe please don't leave me I love you
Mattia:y/n
You:*crys*
Mattia:y/n!!!!!
You:y~y~yes tia
Mattia:I'm im gonna be okay shhh my love
You:no I can't lose you babe please
You realize he stopped breathing you tried and tried to bring him back there was nothing you could do you sat there and cried as he died in your arm

Weeks later at the funeral....
Pastor: y/n would you like to say a few things
You stand up with tears in your eyes and you say

You say I'm gonna sing for him
//TELL ME WHAT DOES IT LOOK LIKE IN HEAVEN IS IT PEACEFUL IS IT FREE LIKE THE SKY LIKE THEY SAY DOES THE SUN SHINE BRIGHT FOREVER HAVE YOUR FEARS AND YOUR PAIN GONE AWAY CAUSE HERE ON EARTH IT FEELS LIKE EVERYTHING GOOD IS MISSING SINCE YOU LEFT AND HERE ON EARTH EVERYTHINGS DIFFERENT THERES AN EMPTINESS OH OH I HOPE YOUR DANCING IN THE SKY AND I HOPE YOUR SINGING IN THE ANGELS CHOIR AND I HOPE THE ANGELS KNOW WHAT THEY HAVE ILL BET ITS SO NICE UP IN HEAVEN SINCE YOUVE ARRIVED SO TELL ME WHAT DO YOU DO UP IN HEAVEN ARE YOUR DAYS FILLED WITH LOVE AND LIGHT IS THERE MUSIC IS THERE ART AND INVENTION TELL ME ARE YOU HAPPY ARE YOU MORE ALIVE CAUSE HERE ON EARTH IT FEELS LIKE EVERYTHING GOOD IS MISSING SINCE YOU LEFT AND HERE ON EARTH EVERYTHINGS DIFFERENT THERES AN EMPTINESS OH OH I HOPE YOUR DANCING IN THE SKY AND I HOPE YOUR SINGING IN THE ANGELS CHOIR AND I HOPE THE ANGELS KNOW WHAT THEY HAVE I BET ITS SO NICE UP IN HEAVEN SINCE YOUVE ARRIVED I HOPE YOUR DANCING IN THE SKY AND I HOPE YOUR SINGING IN THE ANGELS CHOIR AND I HOPE THE ANGELS KNOW WHAT THEY HAVE ILL BET ITS SO NICE UP IN HEAVEN SINCE YOUVE ARRIVED SINCE YOUVE ARRIVED//
You got off the stage and looked in the casket and seen Mattia you couldn't bear to look at him that's when Aj walked up to you
Aj: mom are you okay
You:yes baby
Aj: I miss dad
You:me too
Matiluca:y/n
You:yes miss polibio
She hugged you and you hugged her tight
Then Lena showed up that's when you ran to her you started to punch here over and over you got so mad you beat her to death you grabbed a pole and hit her in the head over and over till there was all blood Aj pulled you off
Aj:mom mom please stop
He was crying
You:you bitch you killed him you shot him I hate I I hate you so so much you fell on your knees

6 months later
You started to date a guy named Elmo he was nice but he was very abusive he would hit Aj a lot if you left he would stab you he almost killed Aj so you took Aj to Elijahs

Elmo:where that little shit
You:who Elmo
Elmo:your fucking son you stupid fuck
You:Elmo stop your drunk go to sleep
Elmo:bitch who you talking too
You:you know what I don't love you I hate you I love one man and that's MATTIA POLIBIO I'll never love anyone but him and you your just a piece of shit he's a better man then you
You walked away he walked up to you and grabbed you by the hair
You:ow ow e~e~elmo stop you bitch
He slaps you
You:don't fucking touch me
Elmo:shut up I am your boyfriend you do what I want got it got it or do you need your ass to be put in the hospital
You walk to your room and lock yourself in there and look thru you and mattias pics you started to cry
You:my baby I miss you I wish you were here i wanna be with you right now I wish I could die but I have Aj he needs me god please help me
Elmo:y/n get your ass down here now
You:what
Elmo:bring Aj home
You:no he's staying with
Elmo:who is he with
You:I'm not telling you bitch
He was about to slap you
Aj:get yo bummy bitch ass off ma momma or I'll fuck you up
Elmo:oh shit he tryna act tuff nigga sit yo lil ass down before I kill yo ass
You:give me the gun Aj now
Aj:nah nah i do this for my family I gotta be what I gotta be know there ain't no bitch inside of me now get yo ass on the floor Mom yo pack yo shit we out this bitch
You nod you run upstairs and pack all your stuff jus then you hear shoots you run back down and then you see Elmo crying
Aj:you don't realize all the pain and shit I felt mom dad gave you love and you gave that shit to someone else but of course I was there for you
You:I love your dad and I hate this please baby put the gun down don't hurt anyone
Aj:no fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck I I fuck bitch
He shoots Elmo in the arm
Elmo:ahhh I'm im sorry fuck please stop you started to cry Aj looked at you
He put the gun down
Aj:mom I'm im sorry
Mom:it's okau come here go help me get my stuff

Y'all get done and leave fast
Aj:where we going
You: kairis
Aj:okay mama mom
You:yes
Aj:are you mad at me
You:no baby I felt your pain you were just tired of all this shit I'm proud of you baby
Aj:thaks mom I love you
He soon fell asleep in the car and you drive to kairis
You get to his house and knock on his door
Kairi:who the f~
You:hey
Kairi:y/n
You:hey Olaf I missed you
Kairi:Aj come here bro I missed you
Aj:sup uncle Kai
Kairi:come in
Aj:mom can I go to sleep
You:yes baby go sleep on the couch me and uncle kairi are gonna go up stairs and talk
Y'all go up stairs
Kairi: where have you been for the last 6 months y/n you didn't call or text anyone
You:I can't no more I miss him kairi I love him I need him I'll never love again
Kairi:shhh it's okay
You cry in his arms jus then Aj comes in
Aj:mom
You:yes
Aj:I saw dad thru the window
You:babe it's okay I see him in my dreams too
Kairi:wait what you seen him too
You:kairi did you see anything too
Aj:mom believe me I saw him like if he's here
Kairi:I've been seeing him too but it's nothing just dreams it's okay Aj I know it hurts but you'll get through it okay
He nods and leaves
You: I'm gonna go to sleep
Kairi:okay I gotta go to work I won't be back till tomorrow
You:okay bye kai
He leaves you quickly sleep and then you hear screams down stairs you run downstairs and see Elmo beating Aj up
You jump on him and start to hit him
He pushes you off he drags you up stairs and throws you on the bed and locks the door And you kick him and unlock the door and run downstairs he catches you and punches  you over and over in the stomach you see Aj passed out

And then........