"Guys keep it down Vinnie's finally sleeping" I shushed Tati and Abby who were annoyed at how I let him in so quickly after he broke down in my dressing room two weeks ago he's been staying with me
I don't know what faith did but from the bits he told me she was very emotionally abusive she made Vinnie move out of Sway gaming and move in with her had him stop all contact with Jordan and the guys
She even made him start a strict diet which was borderline a eating disorder she would tell vinnie he'll never be enough and constantly cheat on him and when she did she said it was his fault she would even do it right in front of him
This cause him to fall into a depressive state and since she made him push everyone away he felt like no one fucked with him but when he heard the song I wrote he knew he needed me
He's always needed me
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"Hey baby you hungry?" Vinnie shakes his head no as I entered my room I sighed he hadn't eaten all day I was starting to get worried he was still trying to stay on her diet
I reluctantly sat next to him which cause him to lay his head on my lap and I played with his hair until he fell asleep I noticed his phone was blowing up and noticed all these texts from faith
You better not be with her Vincent
Vinnie get the fuck home now!
I bet she's letting you pig out at her place huh
If you love me you'll come back
Vinnie baby please I don't know what I'll do without you
Vinnie I swear to god if this is you leaving me I'll kill myself
Is this bitch serious! Threatening to kill her self does she not realize the pain that could cause someone I glance down at Vinnie who was shaking a bit he must be having a bad dream
"It's okay baby I'm here" I whisper in his ear and I feel his body relax and he stops shaking I was gonna kill This Bitch "Odessa" I shushed him knowing if he continued to speak I wouldn't be able to hold it together anymore
"I know Vin I know" he just nodded and kissed the bare skin on one of my thighs before trying to fall asleep again
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"You can't keep living like this D" Luke had dropped by it was the end of the week and I hadn't slept a lot I hadn't showered and I'd barely find time to eat and if I did eat it was small amounts so that Vinnie didn't feel pressured
Luke saw how messed up I was and immediately made me take a shower while Vinnie slept then he made sure I'd eaten a full meal all while Vinnie slept "I know but he needs me Luke what am I supposed to do" I was on the brink of tears Vinnie was in pain
as much as I loved that he was getting better I was getting worse I was never good at babysitting and right now it felt like I was babysitting the most important person in my life which meant I couldn't fuck up I couldn't leave him alone I couldn't abandon him
He needs me
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I think week three is really when Vinnie was starting to get better I spoke to Regan and she took Abby Tati and Char to go get his shit with the help of Jordan and Troy while I was with Vinnie they moved him back into Sway la
I spoke to his parents who hadn't heard from him in months and told them about what was going on his mother Maria who I had never met before told me she knew he was in good hands because he'd never stop talking about me to her
He started showering granted I was Showering with him but hey at least he was showering we started to break away at his bad eating habits that faith had drilled into his brain and I made sure to block the Bitches number "Hey Vin" he looked up at me from my lap
"Do you wanna go skating today?" I ask and I expect a no but he just nods and I see a smile form on his face which makes me so happy "you're amazing you know that right" I breath out as I press a kiss to his lips
I always made to help him see his worth
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When we pulled up to the skate park I could tell Vinnie was Nervous he hadn't spoken to the guys since Faith made him leave without a word he was holding my hand tight like a kid nervous to go into his first grade class
But it was cute we got out of the car and as soon as everyone saw Vinnie they ran to us Baby J flung himself into Vinnie's arms like a child who's parent just came home from serving in the army
I watched as everyone greeted him and he just seemed so happy he was gonna be okay
We were gonna be okay.
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So I came up with this idea last night and I wanna write more so expect more updates
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Skin (V.H.)
FanfictionIn which Regan cousin Odessa Godfrey lives in LA working as an assistant and long time friend to David Dobrik and the vlog squad but when her Regan moves to LA Dessa gets involved with someone she'd never in a million years would happen "So you pai...