August 28 2014
It's been 1 day and me and Alfred have been talking all cute...
And I'm over thinking things because he says he loves me but he just met me. He can't get feelings for me so fast and it makes me feel like a side hoe because you know? He broke up with his ex girlfriend yesterday and his trying to get some with me but.. What ever I think I like him... But you know..
So I was outside my house with my dog and Alfred and his cousin Josiah come. To my house. I wasn't surprised because he lives really close to me so we are basically neighbors. But I looked at him in the eye and he looked at me in the eye... And that's where I realized I did like Alfred and... I didn't want to confirm it but you know. Then I hugged his cousin Josiah. We all relaxed and chilled. But then the weather rapidly killed the vibe. So I had to go, plus my dog was being a pain in the ass!!
So I rain my ass off home!
I texted him all night. And he keeps on sending me msg like (I want you mine)
(I want to kiss you) (I love you so much babe)
August 29
I was outside my house texting him. The usual msg we always txt.
Hey cutie, or I love you so much. Even tho it's been 2 days sense he broke up with his girlfriend and we texted..
So he's coming over to my house and I'm waiting for him outside my house. Then I see him and he comes we start playing and talking. You know we chillin' then in back of my cars sister he rapidly gave me a kiss. And that was our first kiss... In back of a car. I imagined it more radical like kissing under water or..even kissing in Disneyland, but in back of a car next to a garbage can! It's totally a princess treatment!.
We got out of the car and it started raining very rapidly again. And it irritated me, because I wanted it to be a special day, and no the fucking rain has to fuck up the lovely day. Then Alfred keeps me comfortable, and he did!.
August 30
Was the day we made it official,
And I was in PE and he came running to me and he gave me a hug and a kiss and he carried me like a princess..
I felt amazing, I felt like a million dollar worth of women.
Even tho his in 6th grade and I'm in 7th
His 14 tho I'm only 13.
But hey! Love nor grade has no number!
Now that we are official he tells me so many sweet things and it's amazing.
After school we stayed in the park and we where just waiting for our moms to pick us up.. But then guess what happens!! The mother F-n rain comes back. But me and Alfred kissed so that made me love the rain. With that kiss, if it wasn't for that kiss, i would hate it to death.
