Alfred has been a bitch lately, his been treating me like garbage. He told one of my friends she's a 8th grader that he likes her. And that he never liked me, and it breaks my heart because all those things he said when I first meet him, it touched my heart. I thought to myself HE IS THE ONE! HE HAS TO BE THE ONE!! But unfortunately faith isn't working its way correctly... But I still won't lose hope. Even tho I cry every night for a kik message to appear in my phone saying (I still love you) or a simple msg (hi) as long as it's his I'm okay. But sadly he won't even look at me, all he does is make fun of my ridiculous feelings for him. Which makes him look like a ass-hole..but what ever!! His still my baby!!!!
****NEXT DAY****
I...I'm...sad like really depressed.. Because Alfred is dating another girl, and I don't even know if his trying to get me jealous or his a player, which I doubt his a player because I don't really know why, maybe because his very cute. However I really don't care if he's a man whore as long as he likes me I'm good. But he doesn't even like me...I don't know what to do. I'm going insane, please help...but what ever I love him, his the love of my life, but at the same time he's...mean. Girls need to wake up from a back stabber. The back stabber is him! Instead of back stabbing he heart stabs!!
Ps (I love Alfredo)
