If You Were Mine 🌈

If You Were Mine : 2

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

Aku senang sekali bisa bertemu dengan Widi walaupun pertemuan kami begitu singkat. Tapi sekarang aku malah sakit kepala karena Widi memblokir nomor teleponku.

"Sial!"

Setir mobil jadi sasaran pelampiasan kekesalanku. Aku bahkan hampir menabrak tukang gorengan pinggir jalan kalau tidak segera mengalihkan mobilku ke jalan raya. Beberapa orang berteriak anjing ke arahku.

Ah bodo amat! Sirahku mumet!

I'll never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

Widi adalah satu-satunya harapanku setelah Nanda pergi. Bukan karena aku kurang ajar, tapi karena aku tahu hanya Widi yang mampu mengobati luka hatiku.

Andai saja kami bersama aku yakin kami akan begitu kompak untuk melewati rintangan di dunia. Hahaha!

Aku ingin hidup bersamanya, Tuhan.

Hm, apa ini hangat di pipi? Oh! Air mata!

Lihat Widi! Aku menangisimu!

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Kenapa sih lagu If You're Not The One harus muncul di radio saat aku lagi patah hati begini? Sumpah aku enggak ngerti lagi.

Widi andai kau tahu. Aku benar-benar ingin menjadi milikmu.

Aku ingin seperti dahulu, aku ingin bisa terbangun dalam pelukanmu lagi.

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

Sering kali dalam diam aku menangisi perpisahan kita.
Sering kali namamu hadir dalam ingatanku.
Jujur saja kehilanganmu meruntuhkan hatiku.
Satu-satunya yang bisa mengembalikannya secara utuh ya cuma kamu.

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm prayin' you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

Aku ingin bersamamu.
Ingatkah kamu tentang rumah yang sudah aku beli untuk kita? Rumah itu masih ada, Widi! Aku ingin melihatmu memasak di dapurnya, berias di kamar kita, kita juga bisa cuci mobil bersama di emper mobilnya.

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and
Pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

Aku masih merindukanmu. Kuharap rindu ini tak membunuhku. Dan seperti yang Daniel Bedingfield nyanyikan, 'cause i love you, whether it's wrong or right and though i can't be with you tonight, you know my heart is by your side.

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms?

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