Another day...

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by userisateen

by userisateen

Who knew teen life could be this boring... It is nothing like what k-dramas show🙄...
I m in highschool and it feels i do a job or something. Because like god damn it I don't even remember the last time i put my butt on my school benches😣...
Like man wtf i hv nothing to do 😑.

Yeah i know u can watch
Netflix and all but for how long???🤷🏻‍♀️ Just think of our pathetic condition😂 on top of being single, now i don't even have anyone i can crush on. HELL!

So whatever as nothing much is going on in my life (neither yours. U r already bored so let us get bored together)

Let me tell u something from my childhood... As i am today in a kinda OK mood, i will talk about my crushes or almost crushes 😉.

We will have a detailed description about my childhood traumas some other day...✌🏼

So hold on tight as u ride with me in my roller coaster of emotions 😂...

Honestly I've never had a serious crush on someone (*except for one). So my 1st crush was when I was in cls four. And as the dumb bitch i was, i liked a guy named Liam( i am an army and a directioner so... Just join the dots).
And why i was dumb u will see. So come on...

Once upon a time there lived a dumb bitch. One fine morning she went to school as usual... When she was about to enter the classroom, Liam came all smiling and excited. We were friends and all but that suddenness of his next move caught me off guard 🤐.

I don't know what came over him he just grabbed my hand and started to pull me through the classroom filled with students. I don't think he thought much bout it. But i was totally in awe. Nobody held my hand that way before.

When we finally stopped, i saw he made a castle with clay or something and i will admit it was beautiful (considering it was made by a kid). And he said "i made it for you. Only you and i can live here." And I am so very sure i blushed😳😳🤭.

Like cmon it was cute and innocent and everything. I guess the feeling that it was just for us and the possession for that little castle made it all a bit cuter.

The rest of the day i couldn't focus... I was either looking at him or our castle and thinking how we will live in there. So when I couldn't hold it in anymore i blurted everything out to my best friend...

Everything was going well and good. Until i went to say hi to Liam and he just turned and ran away. And i was surprised whatsoever...
And guess what! later i asked my best friend bout it and she happily told me that "i told him u love him and u want to live with him. And i also said you love babies so you will be living with him and your 10 babies. How fun!!!"

And when I think bout it now i m like bro wtf🤷🏻‍♀️! Like WHY seriously WHY???

So guess what he never talked to me after that 😑. And he showed me the cringiest behaviour possible whenever I went to talk to him. like bro!... FUCK!

I was sad and everything... Cried a bit maybe I don't remember...

Whatever! So here are the following reasons why i am dumb:

1. I was still best friend with that ediot. Yup! And guess what not just friends but still best friends 🤦🏻‍♀️🤮.
( Btw i just noticed i didn't mention her name so let it be Lisa. And yeah her name is important for later use so yeah😉)

2. I still shared all my secrets with her🤦🏻‍♀️. Like salute to me...

3. I still liked Liam even though he shouted at me once or twice. My self esteem went down and down until, i couldn't find it anymore ✌🏼

So moral of the story✌🏼

"Once a dumb bitch always a dumb bitch"

Cause honestly I still am😑...

And forgive any grammatical and spelling errors if u accidentally read it so far😂😂

Love you 😚