My Firsts

Part 3

"Coming to Amelia's party tonight Em?" 

" I'm not so sure really"

" Ethan will be there" Miley smiled.

" I'll think about it"

Miley convinced me to go to this party. But I'm not even sure if I'm going to go anyways. Only a stupid silly party full of people that think they are everything. Anyways I'll think about it. I mean, if Ethan is there then maybe i will. "What's this?" Me and Miley are sat in my room, It's Tuesday but we have a week off school. Matthew couldn't make it, he's going shopping. " Oh it's the necklace my mum got me for my birthday. Remember me telling you?" " Oh yeah, it's right nice" I nodded and smiled, then laid down and was on my phone. Me and Miley normally show each other pictures of really pretty girls and say " Oh imagine being her" or "She's perfect" I've realized that actually nobody is perfect. Yeah they might be hot or very pretty, but never fully perfect. Made me learn you shouldn't be harsh on yourself as we all have our own insecurities and imperfections no matter what. But your all beautiful!

Few hours passed, Miley brought her things to mine so she could get ready for the party tonight. " Shall we get ready then?" She asked. "We will look stunning trust me."

"Okay fine." Miley got excited and started getting her clothes out. Her dress was stunning. It was red and quite short with ruffles round the chest. I didn't have small boobs, but they weren't large either, but i didn't care. We were both in our dresses, i wore my white one like i did on my birthday. We did each others hair. Miley had such beautiful long, blonde hair, and she put it up in a high pony and curled it. I had mine down, and curled. Miley went to her bag and pulled out 2 pairs of high heels, one white pair and one black pair. " Why do you have two?" I asked. 

"One for you duhh." 

"Are they my size?" 

"Yes! I made sure!"

I was so excited to wear heels for the first time. 

We did our makeup so nice and just like Miley said, we really did look stunning. But still, Ethan probably wouldn't even glance at me, never mind like me. " Hey listen Em, remember you are dressing up for yourself not for him or anyone else okay?" I looked down. Maybe it was for him. Maybe i did want to impress him, I thought that that was what girls did. But maybe not. Miley came and gave me a huge hug and held me tight and whispered to me " You truly are gorgeous" And then put the pearl necklace on me. I said goodbye to my mum and left with Miley. We went to catch the bus and Miley's dad was gonna pick us up later tonight. 

It was loud at the party and music was blasting. People everywhere. Laser lights moving. And... alcohol. We were too young to drink legally but oh well. Amelia came over to us. She looked beautiful. "Hey girlies! Snacks over there, drinks over there, bathroom up there and bedrooms too. Go wild!" She laughed with us. I liked her. She seemed cool. Miley led me over to the drinks. Ethan was there. He looked at me and smiled, walking over to me. I could feel the butterflies in my stomach. Oh here goes nothing... " Hey Em" Omg, he said my name. 

" Heyy"

"Whatcha doin"

"Oh uh nothing" I giggled nervously. I couldn't help but look in his eyes. 

"You drinkin?"

"Oh i dont drink" I laughed.

"You do now" He handed me a drink, i drank it at the same time as him. Hmm, nice. Maybe this wasn't so bad. Miley said she was going to go see Matthew. Shit. I was on my own with Ethan. What if i mess up? What if.. what if...

Time passed, and me and Ethan were talking. I really was enjoying this. Until i needed the toilet... "I'll be back i'm just going to the bathroom" "Okay." There was nobody upstairs apart from one bedroom that was locked. Probably the older years. There were couples snogging on the bottom of the stairs... or maybe they weren't couples. I went in the bathroom and locked the door. I didn't actually go to the toilet, i just felt as though i was looking weird. I checked myself out in the mirror, meh i looked decent. I unlocked the toilet door and before i could shut it behind me, Ethan grabbed me and covered my mouth. He pulled me into one of the bedrooms. "I didn't mean to scare you. Just didn't know when the right time to do this was" I was so nervous. Was he going to kiss me? Was i going to have sex? He slowly walked to me and carefully pushed me against the wall. We gazed into each others eyes and kept glancing at eachothers lips. Until...

We were kissing. His soft lips on mine. His hands on my waist, slowly moving down. I couldn't believe i was doing this. What if Miley was wondering where i am? What if she goes home without me? He stops, and moves my hair behind my ear and caresses my face. " Your a good kisser" He says. I felt something. A boost of confidence. This was my only chance. "Then kiss me again" I said, looking into his eyes. He didn't hesitate. This lasted for around 5 mins. 5 mins of heaven. He stopped and said "And your number is, princess?" I got butterflies. I wanted to do it again and again and again. I told him my number and i got his. " You know, i might have a new name for you." 

" What is it?" I answered.

"Mine."

"I like it."

We went downstairs together, hands together.

" There you are! Where have you been?" Miley asked.

I looked up at Ethan and smiled. " Oh nothing, just upstairs"

She poined at both of us "You and-"

I nodded and smiled and kissed him right in front of everyone.