My Firsts

Part 4

I couldn't stop thinking of last night. The kiss. The feeling. The fact that i now DATE Ethan Bromley! I get so excited just imagining it again. I would probably see him today. I really like him. And he likes me. 

Miley messaged me that morning, ' Hey bitch, i am totally happy for you and Ethan. You kissed! OMG! Although, you may wanna watch your back. Watch out for Abbie Somel. Rumour has it that she still completely adores him, but anyways he's yours now, catch ya later.'

My stomach dropped. Shit. I didn't think about Abbie. Who would want to? She's an arrogant, stuck up whore that can't keep her dirty little hands off other people's man. I mean, she has liked Ethan for ages, but move aside honey, mine now. xoxo.

Mom dropped me off at the park, where i met Miley and Ethan. Miley's boyfriend Steve was coming too, he came like half an hour later. We went to this field. Kinda private, just the odd dog walker here and then but nothing really. It was so nice. We sat on the grass together and talked about anything. I started to have thoughts. What if he was just drunk and now he didn't wanna hurt my feelings so he came out? What if he did it just to try and make someone jealous? What if he really didn't like me at all? I wanted to ask him, you know, be straight up with him, but i wasn't sure. Steve and Miley were making out, bless. Maybe i should just ask him. No. He could take it the wrong way. Well he might not-

"Hey do you actually like me?" Shit. Why did i say that. He looked at me in the eyes with a confused look on his beautiful face. He had brown curly hair, i just wanted to ruffle it. 

" What do you mean?"

" I mean like, that kiss. Did you mean it?" He looked at me and did the hottest grin. He grabbed my neck and pulled me to him and kissed me, his hand running down my back. Wow. It's happening again. He really did mean it. I lifted my dainty hand up and played with his hair, still kissing. He liked that. His hand was on my ass now. Then on my thigh, until he stopped and slowly pulled away. "Your so gorgeous" He said, looking me in the eyes and flattening the top of my hair that he just messed up. I blushed and looked down. He lifted up my chin and we locked eyes. 

"I'm not" I answered. 

"You really are" We smiled.

After around another 7 minutes of kissing, i found myself on his lap. We were both almost laying down. Miley and Steve had gone somewhere, probably on a walk together to leave me and Ethan together. I felt something in-between my legs. I stopped kissing him and looked down. He realized that i noticed. He liked that i knew he was hard. He pulled me to him again and kissed my neck. I moved back a bit. He placed my hand on his belt, i undid it. I unzipped them. " We can't do this here can we?" 

"Nobody will see." I trusted him. I pulled down his underwear, and started moving my hand up and down it. His face, enjoying it. I went faster and then put it in my mouth. He pushed my head down, I'm almost chocking. He lets out this moan and ejaculates. I kiss him. 

"Wow" He said "Now i know that that mouth definitely does more than just kisses good." 

He does this face, its so hot i just wanna snog him. But i wait.

I had never done anything like this before. Shit what if my mum finds out. We can't tell anyone. Miley and Steve came back, holding hands. "Hey love birds what did you get up to?" Steve asked. I gave Ethan 'the look' and i said "Oh we just talked about stuff you know." Miley giggled. She could tell i was lying. "You had ice cream?" Said steve. Me and Ethan looked confused. "You um got some stuff on your jeans." Oh fuck. Ethan looked down and tried to play it off. " Oh yeah" Ethan awkwardly laughed. "We went down to get one but we didn't want to tell you, sorry" We all laughed. Thank fuck Ethan saved us. That was close. 

As we were going home, Ethan kissed me and squeezed my ass. "Today was amazing princess" I smiled and he kissed me again. "Message me when you get home" He said.

God i love this boy.