Over the next few weeks after you and Spencer had sex you weren't feeling very well, not like before though. You made sure to go to the doctors office just to make sure you weren't going to slip into a coma again but they said everything looks fine.
"Y/n for the last time everything is normal, you've been taking your pills and doing your workouts like we've said. Nothing is wrong." the doctor explained
"Yes i know but why do i feel like this. I feel like i'm about to puke every second and my head is pounding."
"Well when's the last time you had sex?"
"What? What does that have to do with anything? I'm on birth control, i can't be pregnant" you yell
"You know that birth control isn't 100% effective right?" she walks over to a cabinet, grabbing a pregnancy test and hanging it to you, "Just check to be sure"
"Fine" you say glaring at her and stomping over to the bathroom. You immediately walk in and put your hands on the sink, stabilizing yourself. There is no way i'm pregnant right? I cant be. Not that you didn't want a child with Spencer but who knew if he did. What if he left you? What would you do then? Fuck let's just check.
You walk over to the toilet pulling down your pants to pee.
You paced around the bathroom as you waited for the results. Breath Y/n breathe, your not pregnant, everything is going to be fine.
You take a deep breath before you walk over to the stick.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, no, no,no" you storm out of the bathroom.
"I need another stick right now"
"What did it say?" the doctor asks
"Positive! There's no way, i need another stick"
"Yay i'm so happy for you!" she cheers
"What am i going to tell him, or how? He's going to hate me" you put your hands on your head panicking.
"Y/n i know Spencer loves you and will no matter what. A baby won't change that. If your not ready you could always have an abortion or give it up for adoption" she explains
"Fuck okay thank you but i have to go" you run out of the room and to your car.
He's not going to stay with you, i mean we have only been dating for what a year now? I wouldn't be ready to be a dad after a year. And work how were you gonna continue work especially with both of you gone the whole time. Our baby would basically grow up an orphan. Y/n get out of your head, just go home and tell him and we will figure this out together.
You finally pull up to the apartment and run upstairs.
"Hey baby, you okay?" Spencer greets as you run through the door
"Spencer?!? your here?!"
"Yeah we didn't have a case today. Babe what's wrong you don't look right. Come sit down." he walks over to you helping you to the couch.
"Spence i need to tell you something and you have to promise me you won't hate me or leave me because i know your gonna be scared but I need you right now okay so just promise me you'll be chill" you ramble
"Baby calm down, what's wrong" he brushes his hand through your hair.
"I'm pregnant" you say looking down afraid of his reaction.
"What? Your pregnant?!" he shouts
"Yes" you were ready to start crying thinking that he hated you, but instead he jumps up of the couch.
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Love Me Harder
FanfictionY/n has been apart of the BAU for 3 years now. She has gotten close with most of the team, except Spencer. Is it because he doesn't like you? Or he's nervous to talk to you? Whatever it is, you wanted to figure it out.
