As I was cleaning and dancing to my music this worrying feeling came over me.....but I brushed it off and continued wiping the counters and singing. finishing up I noticed how late it was getting and no sign of Jamal but it was just like him always leaving out the house not calling for hours that shit is starting to get on my damn nerves...just as i was in my thoughts all angry and shit I hear my phone ringing up stairs, cutting off all the lights making my way upstairs answering the phone just in time before it stop ringing.
CHANEL- Heyyy Ryan wassup ?
RYAN- Wassup Nel are you busy...?
CHANEL- Never to busy for you little bro
RYAN-I anit little no more remember (chuckling a little) stop calling me that chump but i gotta question
Chanel- Ask away erky lol
RYAN- have you ever tried to get in contact with dad .... i been hearing shit in the street that we got a little sister in the system and if so we gotta help her man
CHANEL -no i havent tried to contact him...but i will look into the sister thing and if its true... then i will see what i can do but im about to shower i will look in to it in the morning and get back to you.
RYAN-Ard nel i will hit you in the morning... Love you chump
CHANEL-I love you too...little brooo
Hanging up the phone, turning on the steamy shower getting in just letting the water run over my body, losing myself in my thoughts" what if this is true?, why would he do this to another child?, that man is a piece of shit i swear " my mind consuming it self with questioning that no one can answer but my dad. washing up ,rinsing off ,and drying off laying down texting truth telling him to bring his ass home. then scrolling on Instagram until i fell to sleep.
TRUTH POV *NEXT DAY*
I woke up this morning to the smell of sausage, bacon and loud R&B music with chanel singing in the background , getting up doing my morning routine making my way down to the kitchen where that beautiful smell was coming from, as I entered the kitchen, Chanel's cooking and swaying her hips to the music. Walking over to kiss her cheek she moved before my lips could even reach her cheek, looking back at me with an erked look on her face .
TRUTH= What the fuck.. Wrong with you Chanel ?
CHANEL- You know what the fuck wrong wit me Jamal... use your fucking brain for once
TRUTH - Nah you use your fucking words for once
CHANEL- No call , No text back nothing Jamal...where the fuck were you anyway last night huh.. huh(looking a him with frustrated questioning face)
TRUTH- Really man you mad about that.. could've just talk to me about it instead of this stupid ass shit, but if you really need to know I was out making sure the club was good with black and saint
CHANEL- Stop fucking lying to me Jamal ... I can tell when you lying just tell the fucking truth FOR ONCE NIGGA DAMN (slamming the pot down in the sink she was washing ) (started walking away)
TRUTH-(grabbing her arm pulling her back )Okay man.. but if I tell you the truth you have to promise me you wont leave Nel
CHANEL- just tell me Jamal .. I been here this long
TRUTH- Ard so you know how I got all this nice shit and own all these cars?
CHANEL- what about it ?
TRUTH- I did some shit i regret to get where i am today... I'm a king pin
CHANEL- What the fuck truth.. Why didn't you tell sooner I was worried about you being with a female when I should've been worrying about your well being. You have to stop for me and our baby Jamal.
TRUTH- I know but its not that easy man.. I been doing this shit most of my life, I want more .. trust me I want more but this all I know
CHANEL- I understand baby but their is more to life then just ,killing niggas ,selling drugs and fast money. I need you to change for our baby I don't want that for her
TRUTH- I know..i know (rubbing her stomach talking to the baby) daddy's going to be better for you..I promise.
CHANEL POV
After the conversation we just had I need to be strong for him and help him change because i cant lose my fiancé and my baby father to the streets. As I let my thoughts wonder I finished cleaning the kitchen and Jamal went down to the game room in the basement. Going up to the room calling Tayla and Chrissy on three way cause your girl needs to get out the house.
TAYLA-Heyyy... girl wassup?.. haven't talked to your ass in a while
CHRISSY- I know right but wassup treasure.. what you want?
CHANEL- I want to go out shopping and yall black asses coming wit me so get dressed bitches and meet me there in an hour and yall know I love yall so don't do that i just be busy .
CHRISSY- busy...where? but I love you too girl I will see yall in a hour.(hanging up)
TAYLA- love you too Nel...Ill see ya(hanging up the phone)
getting off the phone , washing my face, brushing my teeth, showering and getting dressed in this cute gray sun dress, I cant wait to get out today I haven't been out in a while and I definitely need it with the news I got today and lastnight, going down stairs to the basement door yelling down and telling Jamal I was leaving and picking to drive the jeep today. On my way to the mall I received a text from Ryan.
RYAN- I found dad on Facebook and hit him up, his explanation was bullshit
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CHANEL- I got the screenshot I'm going to read it when I finish driving( saying to Siri to send to Ryan)
RYAN - Ard hit me after you read em(hanging up)
parking the car, texting Tayla and Chrissy letting them know that i made it to the mall, they text back telling me they were already here and they are in bath and body works. as i was walking to bath and body works i decided to read the messages Ryan sent to me. "what the fuck he mean, this man is just so fucked up basically taunting my little brother... But its okay he's going to get what he gives".
