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Ali

seeing Jason brung back so many memories, but id rather stay clear of him before i do something i dont wanna do, i was about to leave til sonya told me to stop running thats the only way ill be able to move forward, face the issue and be done w. it and him, besides, he happily enaged. he doesnt know i know, i dont think theres anything left he can do or day to me more. ENOUGH !! ENOUGH Fuck Jason ! i though to myself.i can to college to start my life over, he's in the past. 

i went to the bathroom to check my apperance, there were fees already turnt af and we was even in this club a hour yet. smh, bitches need to learn self respect because these niggas sho nuff not gonna give it to em. At this club all these broke ass niggas tryna talk to me, um buhbye boo. i saw trey we caught eye contact but he aint neither did i, i see how these niggas are, oh well on to the next, im jus posted up, im not about to get turnt and i dont know this enviroment that well. so im jus chilling, actually aggravated and ready to go. i came out of vip because i wanted to get ratchet only to realized, i dont wanna be here. i txted sonya and told her im leaving, as im walking out the door i see my brother, it all makes sense now jason and prince are down here to visit, but my mind so heavy i dont even get princes attention i jus leave. thoughts of jason and i have my mind flooded. on my way back to campus im blasting Make It To Me. 

My mind runs away to you
With the thought I hope you'll see
Can't see where it's wandered to
But I know where it wants to be

I'm waiting patiently though time is moving slow
I have one vacancy and I wanted you to know that

You're the one designed for me
A distant stranger that I will complete
I know you're out there we're meant . to be
So keep your head up and make it to me
And make it to me

So sick of this lonely air
It seems such a waste of breath
So much that I need to say
So much to get off my chest

I'm waiting patiently though time is moving slow
I have one vacancy and I wanted you to know that

You're the one designed for me
A distant stranger that I will complete
I know you're out there we're meant to be
So keep your head up and make it to me
Make it to me
Make it to me
Make it to me 

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 once i arrived in front of my dorm, i jus burst out into tears, ive allowed myself so many years to hurt or wish, i even prayed that well get together one day, it jus isnt in Gods plan, so this will be my last time crying over jason. 

Jason: 

im calling txting princess and its going straight to voicemail and im not getting any responses. i saw when princess saw me tonight a look pf confusion and hurt took over here face, she left out of vip. i didnt have the balls to approach here, i still dont know what ill say, i jus dont wanna be done with her.  ima jus go chill in vip w. my nigga until tomorrow, i gotta lot on my mind. im not even sure i wanna tell princess anymore, it feels as if ive lost her completly, and i know if i tell her mias pregnant thats the end of us forever, , 

i hope yall like. its short but i have homework i jus didnt wanna keep you guys waiting to long. 

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