You Cant Help Who You Love(Unedited)

i dont even know.

i was expecting prince to be upset, but instead he said bout time you found your nuts nigga. i jus walked out the room w.o saying anything to him or princess. i walked down stairs where king & kayla (his wife) were sitting. we sat there and ran it a lil about everything. he even told me how ali has been depressed. i told him im sure she's more than happy. when ole dude hit her up she lit, she got really happy. im happy she happy. ima jus fall back. i love her so much i want her to be happy by any means even if it means not w.me.

2 months later. . . . .

alot has changed.

well when referring to my love life.

Lately, i've been kicking it w.a chick name mia. she hella cool, we connect on so many levels. she understand a nigga, and she a GOAL digger. She remind me of Lauren London shawty baddd. tonight ima take her by kings, he wanna meet this chick, that he says have my mind gone, lol. My mother even like her. She's 100. She perfectly imperfect perfectly.

On the way to kings, were listening to August Alsina, Kissin On My Tattoo. my mind went to princess, we havent really talked since that day. i mean we speak to one another. she seem like shes at peace with her boyfriend, Angel. Dude cool af, ill murk him if he hurt my princess. if your thinking i still wont her like that, i DONT. i jus dont want anything or anyone to hurt her. Thinking about her, her graduation next week. ima go but i wonder is she going to give me an inviation.

Mia grabbed my hand bringing me out of my thoughts . whats on your mind babe, she asked softly, showing that shes concerned. nothing bae, jus thinking of how happy im glad i meet you. i lied. how the hell do you tell another female you thinking about another female. she not finna murder my ass. As we pulled up to Kings, she tensed up. i kissed her on her cheeks telling her, shes fine. theyre laid back ppl. we walked to the door hand in hand and i rung the doorbell, Princess opened it angry flashed across her face but she tired to cover it with a fake smile and fake as greeting. Hi im Princess, and you are? Im Mia, now to meet you Princess that name fits you, your a beauty.. Why thank You, im honored to have someone as gorgerous as you to compliment me. well come in chicka, why you jus standing there? Princess ass have yet to acknowledge me. Hi Princess, Hey Jason she said Dryly, maybe she's upset that im talking to someone but i dont give a fuck.. she have a boyfriend. i jus hope she doesnt says anything crazy.

Princess POV:

im not gonna lie, i feel sometype of way about jason bringing a random bitch to my house, hold let me correct myself his bitch, from what she told me they been kicking it for a while. ,why am i upset, im happy with my wonderful boyfriend. he;s great. he is such a gentlemen. so let me jus smile to hide the pain. ill be lying if i said i didnt wanna cry. i mean they look happy. i've never seen him walk hand in hand w.a female. she sooooo pretty, she has the perfect body. ughhhhh. why am i comparing myself to her. im Ali Johnson, Daughter of the DrugLord. im finna go to my room. i dont wanna be bothered. so i lied to everyone and told them i was going to bed, i have a headache. hell i do have a ache tho, its a heartache. i feel sick to my stomach, feels like my heart is crushed but why. im gonna take a nap.

5 hours later. . .

when i woke up from my nap i had 256 message and 30 missed calls. when i scrolled thru my message i see jason had txted me but i didnt wanna be bother w.him so i thru my phone not responding to no one calls or txts. its 2 in the morning, what the hell am i going to do. i guess i can start sending out graduation invites.

6 am

im still up, i still cant sleep. i got Jason an inviatation but i doubt if he comes, he'll be to tied up w.his girlfriend. my graduation is in 3 days. its time i start gettin prepared. im finna get to turnt tf up.

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Graduation Day

i woke up w.the mindset nothing can ruin my day today is my day. but my life such a rollercoaster, you never know whats going to happen.

Authors Note; i need feed back.

i feel like yall hate the story.

tell me what yall think should happen.

help give me ideas..

dont forget this is my first book.

feeed back please !

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