A Multifandom Fangirl

Chapter2

As i said in last chapter, I'm a exol. But sometimes, being a exol is causing me problems, troubles.
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We use a chatting app in china called QQ just like facebook. On QQ we had those groups chatting.

I joined a lot group chatting for exo, like twenty, you don't even know people in this chatting group but you can feel the group is like a 'family', i called. People you can share your feeling and they will comfort you, makes you think this group chat is not for exo anymore.

Oh jeez, never think of this way again please! They don't talk about exo, but once someone send a message and contains 'exo' in it, omg, the real chatting started.

"Who's your bias"
"I missed Luhan..."
"Kris and Luhan..."

When these messages are send by somebody, fights start.

"Hey his not kris anymore"
"What u mean by 'not kris anymore'
"OT12"
"Luhan is much better that kris"
"Shut up"
"He's not kris anymore so shut up"
"Elevens get out of this group"
"Stupid OT12"
"Somebody support 10?"
"Jeez, no one cares about TFboys!"
"Exactly!"
"Dude this is a group of exol!"
"Oh, TFboys suck"
"So ugly, no one wants to look at them"
"They're going to hurt their eye"
"Damn totally true"
"..."
"..."
......
And then, somehow, someone started talking about other kpop bands.
"I love bigbang❤️"
I WOULD LIKE TO TELL YOU:
NEVER SAY SUCH THINGS !!

"Oh 'half-blood' hahaha"
People will start to blame, or tease you for being 'multifandom'.
I mean not all exol do that but at least some. They think you can only join one fan group and SHOULD NOT care about others.

But for me, i said nothing to these opinions.
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At the beginning of this 2014-15 school year, i felt i'm tiring of being an exol, no more excitements for me but pressure, so i decided to gave up exo for a period of time to give myself a break.

Many of you should know, 2014 is not a wonderful year and things just happened, which we don't really want to mention right now (well, im ok with it i feel glad for them though.)

Yaaas, since i had been an exol for a long time, 'give up' on them is tough, a lot tougher than i thought.
My friends did help me out even they didn't even notice.
They showed me exo pics, videos; talk about exo members and their songs.
And then at the beginning of 2015, I gave up on give up on exo.

I really hope i didn't make any wrong decisions and 2015 may be better since krislu's movies are coming out.

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Good luck all exo members