I wasn't feeling well at all. I've been throwing up all morning. I took a pregnancy test last night and found out that I was pregnant, but I didn't tell Ronald since he didn't come home last night. I cooked me some pancakes, eggs and sausages. I had a cup of orange juice and laid on the couch. As I flicked through the channels, the news caught my attention.
I saw my ex-boyfriend David photo on the screen. They said that him and his grandmother was shot and died on the scene. I was crying and praying that Ronald had nothing to do with this. Knowing we have a child on the way, that was something I couldn't live with. This lifestyle can no longer be.