Zayns pov
"Aren't you gonna pack anything?" The adorable blond asked me when we were leaving my room and ready to go to his house. I pecked him on the lips "Nope i'm just gonna borrow some of your clothes" he nodded smiling. He is so cute "Mum we're going! I'm staying at Nialls for the next few nights!" "Okay darling! Stay safe!" i closed the door grabbing Nialls hand "C'mon baby"
after the two days they spent together
Nialls pov
I looked at him from the door when he walked away with tears streaming down my face. We had this stupid fight and he decided to leave. My mum is coming back in the matter of hours and i feel so lonely again. When i'm lonely i start to think about stuff. When i think about stuff i think about bad stuff. then i get depressed and shit like that. I need someone to talk! i decide to call Josh. I've told him everything about me and Zayn so i can tell him about the fight
J: Ey Nini!
N:Hi Joshie
J: Okay what's wrong loverboy
N: everything.
J:tell me!¨
N: me and zayn had a fight.
J: Niall it's gonna be al-
N: Josh he broke up with me
J:... What?
N: H-he s-said t-that h-he's d-done d-dealing w-wit-th m-me
J: tell me everything
N: *deep breath* okay. we were fighting once again about something stupid, and i said 'Fine if i'm such a burden why wont you just leave me and let me die' and then he rolled his eyes saying 'Oh my fucking god i'm so done with dealing with you! C'mon get over your selfpity and grow up!' so i yelled him that he can leave whenever he wants and he said that we're over
J: Hey don't do anything stupid okay! is Greg or you mum home?
N: No..
J: Just, don't do anything like stupid! By stupid i mean.. you know
N: yeah i won't do it again. Josh it's been a year since i touched a blade. relax
J: okay i gotta go nialler call me whenever you need me. Love you!
N: i will.love you too Joshie
i ended the call with Josh and i felt sick. Like really sick. I was now in my room, and i've got a window open. I walked near the window to close it, but i got really dizzy and i had to grab whatever was the closest to keep me from falling. with my luck it was a broken chair and i fell on the floor hitting my head on the floor "Fuck" i yelled in pain.I felt the tears streaming down my face. i got up just to realise i need to throw up. I looked at the window before i ran to the bathroom to throw up, and i saw Zayn glaring at me. I just made it to the toilet and i threw up. I saw something red on it, but i thought it was nothing. I returned to my room with a bucket. i closed the window and pulled the curtains infront of them. I don't need him glaring at me while i'm sick.
I need a blade.
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