Warmth//KOOKV

seokjin and namjoon

A nerdy nerd was walking around the campus trying to find the gorgeous wide shoulders male he fallen in love with at first sight. While he was running around like a lovesick puppy the gourgeous wide shoulders male was hiding inside of the english/literature lecture hall. He knows the male running after him was smart but not that smart to look at the place where he himself spends most of the days. But he was so wrong. The doors bursted open and in came the nerdy nerd. „Seokjinie!! Why did you run away, I want to tke you out on a date please" he pleaded with a pout making Seojjin think about his life choices but maybe if he does some stupid things the male will leave him alone. „Okay Namjoon I'll go out with you." Namjoon smiled widely making Seokjin whink about his decision. He looked so happy and maybe in a couple of days he will break his heart. „I will take you out in 4 hours as your lessons finish in two hous and you need to get really handsome for the date even thought you are already handsome. I will pick you up at your house." Then Namjoon pecked Seokjins cheek and ran out f the hall leaving a blushing male.

Seokjin was pacing around his room thinking about how this whole ordeal will go. He was nervous, this was his first date, and he seriously doesn't like anyone. Too consumed in studies to think about boys or girls. With a sigh he walked down the stairs looking at his mom talking so sweetly with Namjoon at the doors. He made his presence known and when Namjoon looked at him he averted his look again to his mother and smirked so sexily, which surprised our poor little Seokjinie. "Now I can tell from who Seokjinie got his godly looks." The mother chuckled with a light blush and slapped him lightly on the arm. "Yes thank you I'm handsome. Can we go now?" he asked flustered and when Namjoon nodded they went outside.

Namjoon walked Seokjin to his car and like a gentelman he opened the passenger seat door for Seokjin. The car ride was silene, no one spoke a word but Seokjin could tell that Namjoon had the biggest smile on his face while he was so bored and so not into the idea to date. Namjoon soon stops the car infront of a amusment park and Seokjin was so confused since he comes here one time every month just to relieve some stress from school. Namjoon gets out of the car and runs to Seokjins doors, opening then then bowing. "This way your highness" Seokjin was surprised and a light blush decored his face, he shook his head and got out of the car looking over the place. There wasn't any other people there except him and Namjoon.

"Umm.. where is everyone?" He asked as they started walking towards the ticket booth. "I rented the whole place so we can have some alone time and we can go to every ride without being bothered." Seokjins eyes widens and he feels like it was a weird thing to do. "Are you going to kill me because I don't like you?" the words got out of his mouth without a thought and Namjoon freezes in place. Seokjin covers his mouth with his palm and looks at Namjoons body language. He was stiff almost shaking and his face drained of color. Seokjin watches how Namjoon slowly, painfully slow turns around and when he looks at his eyes he wants to cry. Hurt, sadness and dissapointment. "C-Can you just give me a chance to spend the day with you. After I won't bother you." Seokjin felt hurt. "I promise" he really wanted to cry but why? He didn't like Namjoon, they never had a full conversation except when they need something from each other for school. Seokjin just nods slowly and they moved inside the amusement park.

They had a great time, and Seokjin was really happy. After an hour of silence when they entered the park they just wanted to have fun so they ignored the pain in their chests and moved on for now. They talked, made jokes, Namjoon enjoyed Seokjins dad jokes and told some of his. Seokjin wanted to be a smart ass like Namjoon but Namjoon really didn't want that so they didn't talk about school and just life. They spent the whole day in the amusement park, when the sun started to set they moved to a nearby diner where the food was really good and Seokjin will enjoy himself aswell.

During the dinner it was silente, until Namjoon broke the silence. "Why didn't you reject me when I ask you on a date?" it could be heard through his voice how sad and dejected he was. Seokjin sighed and looked at him in the eyes. "I don't know. You were so happy that I didn't have the balls to say, no. But I really enjoyed the day and thank you for it but I'm sorry how it started." Namjoon nodded and wiped his mouth he was done eating while Seojjin was just half way through. "It's okay I'm glad you enjoyed yourself. I'll leave you now, don't worry about the bill it's on me." Seokjin was about to decline but Namjoon was already out in the parking lot. He sighed and grabbed his hair in frustration. He left a big tip and went outside and walked down the street to his house as it was only a 30 minute walk away.

Since that day, Namjoon didn't talk to Seokjin. Whenever they would spot each other in the hallways Namjoon would stare at him blankly and walk away. It went like that for a year. Seokjin felt really sad but kept to himself and went on with his life like it never happened. Namjoon really changed, he wasn't the bubbly nerdy boy he was, he started writing songs and started rapping soon his style changed and he turned cold but he was still the kind guy he was but he was cold. Seokjin started stalking the male after two years to see what is going on with the male and when he heared some of his song he started crying and soon he started falling for him.

One night Seokjin was walking around to clear his mind when he walked by an open mic night in a bar he used to wisit with his friends in high school. He decided to go and probably it will take his mind off of how awful he feels and his growing feelings for Namjoon.

When he entered the bar he was surprised to find Namjoon standing on the stage behind a mic looking down at someone in the crowd with a big smile. It hurt he was happy to see him smiling. He sat down at the back to not be in sight of the stage but enough for te bartender to see him. After 15 minutes slow music started and Namjoon started singing lowly.

"Never forget you" Namjoon whispered and started singing making Seokjin cry in the middle of the song.

"I will never forget you

You will always be by my side

From the day that I met you

I knew that I would love you till the day I die

And I will never want much more

And in my heart I will always be sure

I will never forget you

And you will always be by my side....till the day I die"

He finished off with making eye contact with Seokjin making his tears fall down his cheeks and he hurridly got out of the bar not wanting the male to find him breaking down.

Running to an alley he let out his tears run down his cheeks and cried loudly. He was so imerced in his criying that he failed to notice fast footsteps coming towards him. Soon warm hands covered his shaky body bringing him towards himself. "Shh, baby.. calm down" he heared Namjoons voice and he couldn't resist but he hugged the male tightly sobbing on his shoulder. "Pleasee, I-I'm s-sorry. I love you.. take me back" he sobbed getting a tight lip smile from Namjoon. They sat there for an hour until Seokjins sobbs turned into small sniffles and hiccups. "Hmm.. are you okay now?" Namjoon asked as he pushed Seokjin lightly from his shoulder and grabing his elbows. Seokjin almost cried again but hold it in and nodded. "Yeah..I'm sorry" he wiped his cheeks and nose standing up Namjoon following his actions. "Can yu go back home alone? Do you want me to drive you there?" Seokjin looked at him with hopefull eyes but he shook his head since he remembers that Namjoon was definetly with someone. "No.. it's okay, you go back I think they will want to hear you some more. You are good at singing but I think rapping suits you best." He smiled widelpy then walked past him but was pulled back by his elbow and slammed not so harshly on the near by wall by Namjoon. They stared at each other, Seokjin was starting to sweat out of nervousnes until he felt lips against his. He was shocked and stood frozzen until Namjoon squeezed his ass making him moan out and he started to kiss back.

After that kiss in the alleywaythey became friends until Seokjin proposed to being boyfriends and Namjoon accepted. Then a couple of months passed and Namjoon proposed now they are happily married for three years with children in their plans.

this is a fucking mess I wanna die