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𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐞 | pieck x reader

𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝟒 𝐬𝐩𝐨𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞; 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐤.
attack on titan au
gender-neutral reader
angst

pieck finger, the person you fell in love with. the problem in your relationship is that you are somebody who grew up inside the walls while pieck was an eldian serving as one of the marley warriors.

you met pieck while you were on a mission. you were supposed to go undercover at the marley territory and manage to collect as much as informations about them as possible. (just like eren did with falco)

you chose pieck as your target because you thought she looked nice and you also found her kind of attractive, but that was out of context. you wanted to get informations, out of her but oh boy how that turned out wrong.

you started walking towards her and stopped:
     "hello. i'm new here so could you show me around all the places and everything?" "oh, where are you from darling?" you slightly blush at the way she called you. you start panicking not knowing what to answer: "oh, um.. i'm actually from here, it's just that i lived a little further before. now i moved right in this place."

"good enough, let me show you around so let's go, shall we?" she takes your hand and starts showing you around. while she was showing you places and talking about them, you guys were having fun and were telling each other jokes a lot during the way. you noticed you had a lot in common.

the sun starts setting and you start realizing that you have nowhere to stay at. you were too shy to ask pieck but you build up all your courage and tried asking her.
    "hey darling, want to sleepover at my house? i'm kind of lonely and you seem like a nice person." your eyes widen at the words: nice person.

you completely forgot about your mission. you knew deep inside you shouldn't have talked to her. you didn't want to hurt her.
    "a-ah, sure! thank you so much for letting me sleep in your house." you both prepare to go to bed. you then realize there is only one bed.

"oh uh.. pieck, there's only one bed. i can sleep on the floor if you want." you tell her. "of course not! you're sleeping with me in my bed." she replies. you blush just at the thought of being close to her. what was up with you today? getting all red every time you think about her.

you both get in bed and fall asleep. you start having nightmares about what you're gonna might have to do to pieck and think about the big mistake you've made. pieck notices you shivering from the nightmares you're having. she approached you and embraced you in her arms.

she starts caressing your head slowly. all of your thoughts fade away when you're in her arms. the both of you start falling asleep, this time without have nightmares but actually sweet dreams.

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a month passes and you've been sending letters to everybody from within the walls. today was the day eren and the others would come in this town and make eren transform into a titan.

you spent the whole month with pieck and you fell in love with her. she actually had developed feelings for you as well. you felt so guilty about hiding her the truth, and even in her arms at night, you couldn't manage to sleep well.

you and pieck were getting closer and closer. you would hold each other's hand and even cuddle in bed but still, the both of you were too scared to confess to one another.

you spent your last day together at the festival. you were eating pizzas and all sorts of things. you were both super excited to eat all these new things with reiner's money.

the night finally came and the declaration of war was getting closer and closer. before the ceremony, pieck asked you to stay with her so she could protect you.

this was bad, how could you find a way to go see the others without her knowing? you decided to switch places with porco and ran to see everybody.

you started putting on your equipment and 3dm gear. you were ready. and that was when it all started. eren transformed into a titan, killed a few people and literally brought chaos to the place.

pieck noticed you weren't with her anymore, but before she could find you, she got into a trap with porco. she couldn't transform. pieck told you on the 24th day of your arrival, that she was a titan shifter.

"mikasa, go." eren suddenly said. that was the signal for everybody to start fighting. you start using your gear and fight amongst everybody. you couldn't manage to concentrate because you were thinking of pieck this whole time.

you were getting all weak. that's when pieck saw you in her titan form. you stop mid-air because you were shocked but quickly started flying to a building. you looked at pieck's titan and mouthed the words:
       "i'm sorry."

pieck was immobilized. she didn't move. that's when one of the policer officer's took the opportunity to shoot you while you were preoccupied with her.

"(Y/N)! NO!" pieck shouts. she transforms back to normal and every individual that was on her back was confused. they tried yelling at her to ask her what the hell she was doing but pieck wasn't answering.

she didn't want to lose you. she runs up to you, sits down next to you and cups your face with her hands. "please (y/n).. don't die. please." "hey pieck?" she nods. "i love you." you confess to her, tears making their way down your face. you close your eyes and take your last breath.

"DON'T LEAVE ME. PLEASE!" pieck screams at the top of her lungs. "PLEASE !" she grips your shirt even harder. "(y/n) please tell me this is a nightmare. you know like the ones you used to have that i reassured you about..." her tears fall on your shirt and face. she kisses you, like she always wanted too, hoping you would wake up.

she stands up and walks away, while saying her last words to you:

    "i love you too (y/n). i loved you so much."

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hey hey!
this is my first time making an angst. i'm sorry the ending was dramatic.
i hope you enjoyed this like i did writing this but anyways thank you for reading this far!
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