𝐷𝑎𝑦 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚𝑠 {𝑀𝐻𝐴 𝑂𝑛𝑒 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑡𝑠}

Hurt

Here's some angsty fluff because I'm me and who would I be if I didn't write angsty fluff :) Also, I love Hawks sm and making him the bad guy in this story hurt ;-; ALSO MAJOR TW! MENTIONS ABUSE AND SELF HARM n e way onto the one-shot!

I was laying in bed scrolling through Instagram when I saw a picture that caught my eye. It was a picture of my ex-boyfriend, Hawks. The picture was of him with a new girl. She didn't have any bruises or scars on her like I did when I dated Hawks. Of course, it stung a bit knowing he didn't do t her what he did to me, but I'm relieved I guess. I mean I have Touya now so I really don't care.

I sighed unfollowing him and locking my phone throwing it down onto the bed. I stood up wandering to the bathroom. Most of my scars had faded, so you couldn't see them against y dark skin, But I could see each and everyone and remember what each felt like.

I never told Touya what Hawks did...I don't think I ever could. I know he notices how I flinch when he reaches out to touch my face, or when he raises his voice. He's just never brought it up. I sighed and leaned against the sink with my head down. I took a few deep breaths and tried to slow my heart rate.

After a couple of minutes, I turned the light off and left the bathroom. As I entered the bedroom I heard the front door open. On instinct, I tried to act like I was cleaning something up to make it look like I had been busy.

"I'm home," Touya said opening the bedroom door.

"Hi, Touya." I kept putting my makeup brushes away, not looking at him.

"How was your day little mouse?" He embraced me in a hug and I stiffened. He softly pet my head, helping me relax a bit.

"I-it was okay. H-how was yours?" I expected him to yell at me since that was usually what Keigo did when I asked about his day.

"It was unproductive honestly. Some kid almost blew me up." He chuckled deeply. I sighed relaxing.

"Oh alright." he gripped my chin making me look up at him.

"How come you always look down when I talk to you? Or you jump when I reach to touch you?" I knew I'd have to tell him eventually and I sighed.

"Keigo used to hit me...It's become habits to protect myself I guess." Touya's eyes softened.

"I'll kill that mother fucker-" I squeaked and shook my head.

"Touya no! I-it's okay..." He sighed picking me up and sitting on the bed with me.

"Hey baby, you know I'd never hit you, right?" He looks at me intensely, grabbing one of my hands in his. His other hand reaches up and he softly caresses my cheek. For the first time, I didn't flinch when he touched me. I hesitantly placed my head on his shoulder relaxing into his embrace.

"I'm sorry for not telling you. I didn't want you to think I was weak." He rubbed circles on my hips and my back.

"I don't think you're weak. Telling me that just makes me think you're stronger than anyone." He softly gazed down at me. I looked up at him a few tears escaping my eyes. He gently wiped them away. "Go ahead and cry as much as you need to. I know you've held it in." I started to sob quietly my small form shaking in his arms.

After a while of comforting me and whispering sweet nothings in my ear, I sat up looking at him in the eyes. This was the first time I'd intentionally looked him in the eyes and he smiled softly at me.

"Thank you, Touya." He caressed my cheek again, pulling me into a soft kiss.

"Anything for you, little mouse."

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