MCYT oneshots (Request opened)

Could you help me?

Request by @Fandom_Person795.    
Has angst,fluff,and smut. Techno x Phil. There will be a part 2 and since technically they are both animals one can get pregnant.
Trigger warnin
1.cuttin
2.feather pullin
3.sad thoughts
Kinks
Praise
Daddy
Name callin
Also Phil is not Techno's dad they are just friends. Will and Tommy are still his sons and Phil is a bit younger.
3rd person POV

Phil sat there listenin to the voices in his head break him down.

"You're a burden"

" you're just dead weight"

"You killed me"

"Why don't you just jump"

" I hate you"

Phil holds his head, rockin back and forth on the bathroom cryin.

"I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry" he mumbles lookin up slightly at the razor that sat on the toilet. Phil shakily takes it rollin up his sleeves just to see older scars and some newer ones.

"Why am I even here, why do I stay. I don't mean anythin" He says has he makes a new cut on his arm.

One  for bein stupid. Two for even thinkin I'm worth anythin. Three for killin your own son. Four for thinkin someone loves you. Five for bein in so fat.....Five turned into ten. Ten turned into twenty. And after about an hour he had managed to pull out feathers and make about one hundred cuts in equal amounts on both arms.

Phil sniff and puts the razor down hearin a knock on the bathroom door.

"Dad are you ok?" It was Wilbur well now Ghostbur.

" I-I'm fine Will" Phil says sittin up puttin the razor away.

"Well food is about done Techno made it" Will says in his normal happy voice.

Phil bites his lip. " I-I'll be down in a sec" Phil stutters out.

"Alright!" Will says floatin away.

Phil hasn't eaten in over a month. He didn't think he was worth it plus he thinks he's fat enough. He sighs and wraps his arms up and pulls down his sleeves, hidin his wings,and walks downstairs.

"Hi dadza. Techno made spaghetti and garlic bread!" Says Tommy.

Phils smiles. " I'm not hungry but enjoy" he says and gets a glimpse of Techno's face. The look of worry on his face made Phil look away and heads into the livin room.

Techno's POV.

I'm worried about Phil he looks like he's been cryin. I sigh and serve the other two and sit down to eat.

Small time skip still Techno's POV.

"We'll be back tomorrow afternoon" said Tommy walkin out of the door with Wilbur to get stuff.

"Alright your goin to be in the secret cabin right?" Asked Phil. Tommy nods and Phil close the door after they leave.

"So.. when are you gonna eat?" I ask makin him jump.

"I-I" Phil stutters lookin everywhere but my eyes. I stand up and walk over to him.

"Phil" I say takin his arms in my hands. He hisses in pain and bites his lip tears wellin up in his eyes. My eyes widen as he pulls his arms back.

"Phil let me see your arms and wings." I say. He looks at up at me with wide eyes, and starts backin up.

"W-why?" He says.