A NIGHTMARE INTERRUPTED:part 1

CHAPTER TWENTY

- I Get up in the Morning and Dwyane Is On the Couch,Was it All A dream?

Dwyane:Hey

Me:Hi

Dwyane:I really thought ya were the women for me,Kay I really thought i could trust ya,I thought ya were the women who I’d spend my life with,There was nothing i wouldn’t do for ya,There was no where i wouldnt go for ya but what did ya do? You went and killed my Daughter,I should have known ya would,But why after so long,I mean You made it clear to me when ya found out that ya were pregnant that ya dont want a kid but what did i do,I insisted we give this a try and start a family,But that wasn’t what ya wanted to do right,So ya went and Drank pills to kill our baby,After
so much Commitment,After so much joy,After So much excitement and preparation,You went and murdered your own blood,your first child,Now it makes me wonder what kind of a person ya are? To drink Pills to kill your baby,Do ya understand the pain she felt when those things got to her?
Who are ya women?

Me:Dwyane No,I would…

Dwyane:Shhhh!Ya are a murderer!!,I don’t trust you!!!,I don’t trust ya with my Daughter and i dont trust ya with myself,For a matter of fact I’m Afraid of ya now,I completely regret meeting ya, ya nothing but a cold blooded murderer

Me:Dwy…

Dwyane:Now I’ve made things simple for ya,I have Packed your clothes for you so get up from my bed and Leave my House for good,Leave And Never Come back,Ek wil nooit ooit weer ooit weer
sien nie,nou gaan!!
(I Never Ever want to see youagain,Now Leave)

Me:Dwyane Nooo!I have nowhere to go,You are all I have,I didn’t kill our Daughter I Swear I didn’t,what would I gain from so much pain,I had to push a dead Baby out,Dwyane She was mine as much as she was yours,I wanted her,I Loved her and you know this,How could you think this of me

Dwyane:Then who did?Did I?

Me:No Dwyane Please

Dwyane:Ya have 5 minutes to get dressed or I’m throwing you into the uber like that

Me:Dwyane I’m still in pain,Please don’t do this,I can barely walk where will i go?

Dwyane:I wish I cared.

Belinda:Whats going on here

Dwyane:What do ya want here?

Belinda:I’m here to see my daughter,Kay what wrong Where’s the baby?

Me:I lost her

Belinda:Omw,How?

Dwyane:She terminated the pregnancy
Belinda:Kay This is so unlike you,How could you

Me:I didn’t do this

- My World is Falling Apart,I wear my Jeans and sneakers And make my way to the kitchen to Beg him to change his mind

Dwyane:Lovely you done

Me:Dwyane do not do this

Dwyane:He’s Waiting for you outside

me:Dwyane Please, You know i left my family,I’m not well,I’ll die on the streets out there,Please Babey

Dwyane:That’s it!

- he goes to the Bedroom and fetches my suitcases and begins to throw them out the gate,He Comes back and drags me outside,I’m weeping and Asking for the Lord to Remember me,I’ve had it with this life.

Belinda:What were you thinking going for such a young girl,thinking you could start a family with a teenager?A teenager Dee,We are your family,As for you girly please leave ,Leave me and my family to resume our life’s,our life’s That you have tried to destroy so much!Gooooo bitch!!!!

Me:It was you isn’t it?You are behind my baby’s murder.Dwyane it was her,I know it was her

- He Looks At me one last time Before shutting the gate in my face