Instagram and celeb crush

Chapter 3

When I woke up I noticed I had 3 messages from Jeremy.
Goodorning beautiful.
I hope you have a good day.
You're not ignoring me are you?
I quickly replied
No I just woke up I didn't have school or work today.
What're you up to?

I got out of bed and brushed my teeth, I ate a bagel and got ready for the day. My friends wanted to hang out so we decided we'd meet at the cute little cafe about 2 blocks from my house.

Just working on things around the house. What about you?
I'm about to hang out with my friends.
Nice well I don't want to distract you so talk later?
Yeah I'll text you later.
Goodbye beautiful ❤️

My heart just exploded he sent a heart!!! Okay calm down y/n clam down. I took deep breaths and walked into the living room. "Hey I'm going out with my friends he back later" "Okay honey" summer break is in a few days and I can't wait this school year was hell. First I got spanish and chemistry. Those are the two hardest classes and on top of this is senior year and I'm graduating. Most people know what they want to be but I have no idea. I want to go the the University of Oklahoma but I don't know what for. My friends want to go all the way to New York and my boyfriend wants to go to a whole different country! It's crazy!! They all know what they want and I don't.

My thoughts were going crazy the entire time I was walking to the cafe. I shook them off as I turned the corner to see Jake (my boyfriend) kissing kiera (best friend) I stopped in my tracks and felt tears going down my face. My best friend and I have been friends since kindergarten and she goes and does this?! Jake and I have been dating since 6th grade!! I felt my heart crack and break into a million pieces. Was this how it was meant to be?

Plus Katie and Amelia were there doing nothing. I quickly wiped the tears from my face and walked over to them. "You are all liars!! We are not friends and never will be friends again and You! I told you I loved you and go and do this? Some friends."

I turned and walked away tears running down my face as I walked back home heart broken. I always had a hard time telling people I loved them no matter who they were even if they were related Jake and Kiera knew this and they just broke me.

When I entered I ran straight to my room and ripped all the pictures of my friends and Jake and took them outside to burn. My mom came rushing in and I told her what happened. She hugged me tight and set the pictures on fire. After that I went to my room and posted it on my Instagram and snapchat. I fell asleep crying my eyes and heart out.