Leah's P.O.V
As I took a puff of my joint all I could think about is what the fuck am I doing? I shouldn't be with Vinnie no matter how much I adore him, want him, appreciate him, he's just not right for me and its wrong. If Anthony found out I know he would feel what I'm feeling right now and I don't want that. No matter how fucking pissed I am at Anthony I still care for his feelings and what he will feel when he finds out about the little sexual acts Vinnie and I have done.
You're suppose to feel relaxed when smoking, enjoy the feeling and chill. I can't chill. I'm so angry and I don't know how to express my feelings. I know you're probably thinking 'chill its not that bad' or 'chill you'll be fine and I bet you will be friends with Liz in a few days'. It's not like that though, she made a promise to me that she would never go there and she did. She fucked my brother, broke his relationship with the only girl that actually gave a fuck about him and ruined our friendship. For what? A quicky.
The sound of my front door slammed loudly downstairs. I quickly put the joint out and rushed to my dresser to drench myself and my room in spray. If its Anthony he will kill me. I could hear the creaking from the floorboards as the person walked up the wooden staircase. The footsteps approached my room, I could hear their shoes tap against the floor as they walked closer and closer. A soft knock came from my door.
"Who is it?" I called out, my heart pounding in my chest due to the unexpected change in todays plan.
"Daddy" Vinnie's soft little cheeky giggle came from behind the door. I started to giggle, the marijuana in my system making me laugh a little more then needed. I walked over to the door and opened it, Vinnie's tall figure stood before me. His little smile still on his face.
"Anthony isn't home" I giggled a little, walking back over to my bed and sitting down. I grabbed the joint out of the ashtray hidden under my bed and lit it up again.
"I know he's not" Vinnie said, raising his eyebrows at me as he watched me light the joint, "Are you seriously smoking".
"Yep" I replied, taking a puff.
"What makes you think you can have one without me" He said, walking over, grabbing it from between my two fingers and taking a few puffs himself.
"Oh I'm sorry" I laughed, laying back against the bed frame.
"It's okay Bub" He joked, ashing the joint in the ashtray.
"So, why did you come here then?" I asked, my eyes slightly squinting at him.
"To check up on you" Vinnie responded as he walked over to my bed. He took his shoes off and laid down next to me, handing me the joint.
"I'm fine I guess" I said with a slight smile. I took the joint from him and began to puff on it.
"You're not, I'm not stupid Leah" He said, looking at me with that freakishly hot look.
"I'm just pissed off about Liz and Anthony and I know i'm being a bit of a shit head too by d-doing these things with you behind Anthony's back but like I'm just so fucking angry" I said, frustration overtaking my soft tone in a heartbeat.
"We're different Leah" Vinnie began, "Don't compare us to them".
"What are you talking about?" I asked confusedly. He did not just say 'us'.
"Don't worry about it" He said, grabbing my tv remote and switching the tv on. I know that I'm gonna think about this all day and night now.
"W-W-What do you u-um wanna watch" I asked, nervousness rushing through my body.
"50 shades?" He said with a smirk. Oh he's so full of shit.
"You're kidding right?" I asked with a slight laugh.
"365?" He said, his smirk growing bigger and bigger.
"Oh shut up!" I laughed, grabbing the remote and putting on Grease.
"I was being serious baby girl" He said, moving a piece of hair behind my ear.
He knows what he's doing and he's making this really hard for me. I said I was gonna stop this thing with Vinnie but I cant even bring myself to say it to him. I like the attention he gives me and I wish he was mine, all mine.
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When Anthony got home he and Vinnie went out to a party like always. I'm at home like always because if I went out I'd get murdered. Its already 11:30 and they're still not home. My phone vibrated next to me, I picked it up and saw the group chat appear.
Group chat
JayJay: CAN SOMEONE COME OUT WITH ME TONIGHT TO THAT PARTY?!
Jacky: I'm alresdy tgere
Liz's Plaything: English?
Jacky: *Im already there
JayJay: *I'm <3
Jacky: DIE
Lizzy<3: I'll come if you want
JayJay: Uh im okay, thanks for the offer
Liz's Plaything: ....
Lizzy<3: You're seriously not mad at me right.
Me: He can be mad at you if he wants to me. After all you are a bitch.
Lizzy<3: How many fucking times do you want me to apologise to you Leah? I've said sorry like 2 times and both times you told me to piss off.
Me: Saying 'sorry' isn't fucking enough. Sorry is a 4 letter word, letters don't mean a thing unless you make them mean something. There isn't a change in anything, you're probably still fucking around with him.
JayJay: I wouldn't be surprised if Vinnie is next
Jacky: COME DO SOME SHOTS WITH ME!
Liz's Plaything: Can you 3 just stop arguing, its making it worse.
Me: Maybe tell her to keep her legs shut then.
JayJay: Period
Jacky: WE CAN HAVE A SHOT CONTEST! WHOEVER VOMITS FIRST LOSES
Me: I'll be there when Jay decides to come get me
Lizzy<3: I am sorry Leah, there isn't much for me to say about it and I don't even get the chance to explain anything because you shut me up anytime I try to speak.
Me: Cause I don't want to hear the bullshit excuses you come up with.
JayJay: On my way. Be ready
Lizzy<3: They're not excuses.
I rolled my eyes at her message and put my phone down. I got up and walked over to my wardrobe and began to get ready for this last minute decision. I hope Vinnie isn't all over some girl.
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Sorry this one is a bit short and sorry i haven't updated in a while!! I hope you're all enjoying this story so far. I've been doing a lot of brainstorming and i've come up with a few ideas for this story so yeah!
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