~Finn wolfhard imagines~

Bellyache / finn

Warning ⚠️ suicide attempt

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Y/n POV
it's been weeks since you're friends been ignoring you (btw the group is mills,sadie,Finn,jack,Caleb,jae,Noah)
and you don't know why it hurt but you stop texting when they didn't reply

you go to the store to by food for home for you're mom to cook bc she was at work so you wanted to be nice and there they were standing right in front of you but you minded you're Business and when to pay "Y/N" you heard from behind you it was cylia you're friend not so much but you talk to each other sometimes and that's when you're name caught the group's attention and they looked at you "hi cylia" and you went in for a hug and she did too " how are you" she says "not so good after you're friends ignore you it hurts it feels like my heart just broke in millions of pieces" you state " dang I'm sorry to hear that" then she saw them looking at you she started to walk to them every step she made they moved back "cy don't their not worth it" the. She looked at you and looked back "you guys are fucking assholes and for the girls it breaks my heart to watch as you broke girl fucking code what is wrong with you" then she looked at Finn "I thought you liked her?" then when you heard that you didn't know what to think "cylia let's just go" they all looked at Finn confused as she walked off with you

Couple hours later cylia went home
you start crying in your bed then got up and wrote a letter and it said "hi guys so for whatever reason you don't talk to me no  more see I can't even figure it out myself bc I don't know what I did wrong to deserve this but I hope you guys live to the fullest to know that you broke something that can never be fixed and you guys knew I was going through depression but didn't care so I hope you happy with yourselves" and then you went to calebs house bc that's were they always hang out and you put it under his door and his house was by the sea and you walked in the water with pills in youre hand

Third persons pov
Finn and his friends got to calebs house after 2mins when y/n was walking to the water they opened the door and Sadie grabbed the letter and read it out loud and everyone froze untill they saw y/n taking the pills out on her hand all of them and they started running to her and Sadie was crying but y/n had aready swallowed all of them down

Y/n POV
I swallowed them then I heard running and looked back to see everyone running to me I smiled then went into the water faster and drowned myself...

Third persons POV
That was it they stopped running untill they made it by the water finn started to cry while everyone was just freaking out and crying while Noah didn't take it well and finn didn't either Sadie ran to the water crying in tears trying to look for y/n and Finn went after Sadie trying to take her out while she kicked him screaming because she new her best friend she thought she was gonna spend the rest of her life with just died right infront of her Finn moved Sadie and tried to find y/n which He did but then jaeden was freaking out he called the cops a while ago and finn held y/n crying sobbing in tears it was his fault she died if you wouldn't have made a rumor to the group about her to hate her bc he started catching feeling for her which he didn't want to because that's the rule he hated himself for it the person he actually loved died jacks and Caleb were calm but still tearing up and they hugged each other when the cops came they tried to take y/n out of Finns hand but he didn't want to let go "STOP DO-DONT TOUCH HER" while sobbing "We have to check if she still is alive" he let go and they payed her on the little bed and put her in the ambulance car and took her away Sadie was just balling her eyes out while Millie tried to keep her calm and cylia finally came and started crying and started hitting Finn because she knew he did it jack tried to get her off of him but finn just didn't care he knew cylia started crying in jacks neck and then y/n mom started Yelling and screaming praying for y/n while everyone gave her a hug

2 days later

Y/n POV
so this so what heaven feels like or what it that y/n  heart started beating and then I woke up seeing my mom "why.." she asked god she started crying again wanting to die

Third persons POV

the doctors came in and helped her while she was crying "y/n" everyone came in the room "GET OUT" she pointed at the group "y/n.." Sadie said then y/n started to cry more once she heard sadies voice "Sadie" she said

2 months later

Y/n has been more than ok she seemed of very she started being distant from her friends and started smoking and vaping and dressing more dark but That was only the start for y/n then they came to her house "y/n you're acting weird are you ok?" Finn asked and everyone nods but cylia doesn't "y/ns her own person leave her alone"cylia stated "not only y/n you too" jack said "chill it's just a cigarette it cant be that  bad" y/n said to her "friends" she called them "look we love you and you know it makes us sad" Caleb said "LOOK ITS JUST A CIGARETTE alike my dad always used to do" y/n said "look he was different" Millie said "YOU KNOW WHAT IM TRIED OF EVERYONE BULLSHIT ITS SO FUCKING ANNOYING CYLIA IS THE ONLY ONE THAT GETS ME" I say "just do it" Sadie said to Finn then he nods and walks up to me "what the-" and with that he kissed me I pulled away "pls stay away from me all of you" I say I hate that I love him and with that I left and never came back