Behind the Nerdy Exterior(on hold ...)

'these are my confessions' c:

Desiree POV

As we walked in the cafeteria the room seemed to go silent for a moment then got back to its loud chatter, I felt Nick's hand squeez mine as we walke to the lunch line then went to our table.

"Hey guys." I said with a small smile as I sat beside Nick. Various types of greeting were given back.

"so, how's being the school's new gossip treating you?" Annie said as she tried to hold back laughter.

"Just wonderful." sarcasm dripping from my voice.

"Oh, yeag I heard ya'll made it official." Logan said.

"I'm pretty sure the whole school did, Logan" Chloe said with a smile.

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The rest of the school day was like the beggining and then it was finally time to head home. I almost forgot Nicholas took me to school until I saw him leaning against his car waiting, looking more than attractive doing it. He smirked at me as if he knew where my train of thoughts were going, he motioned for me to come to him and I did, trying and probablly failing to add a little sway in my walk that i saw all the girls do. I stopped in front of him as he pulled me to him so my breast were pressed against him, well that's not good my shirt was real thin and any more movement from him would have him thinking it was chilly outside. "Did you forget about me beautiful?"

"Uh, no" well that's real convincing.

"Really," he murmured as he put his head in the crook of my neck and trailed kisses there as his hands rested on my hips. I couldn't respond with him doing that to me, he started nipping and sucking where my neck met my shoulder, I tried to hold back the moans that wanted to escape but I failed. He groaned in response and trailed kisses up to my mouth. He started off pasionate, and hungry and I forgot I was in the school parking lot, but then I came up for air and notice eyes on us and i buried my head in his chest.

"They're staring Nick!" I whispered yelled. He his chest vibrated with laughter, then he reassured me and told me they weren't anymore. We walked in side the car and he drove me home.

"You okay beautiful?" he asked concerned.

"Yeah, Ii'm fine I guess I'm not used to being the center of attention." I said with a small smile..

"Sooner or later they'll get over it and find new suff and people to talk about."

I hope so... I thought.

As he parked in the driveway I felt an urge to invite him in so I did.

"Your parents will be okay with that?"

"Probably, I don't think they'll be home for while"

And so we walked in and towards the kitchen. I offered to get him something to drink or eat but he declined so we went to my room to watch TV. We sat on my bed with him behind me as I sat in between his legs where he offered, his hands went up and down my waiste which was more then distracting. All I could think about was that dream I had of him the other day, I could fellmyself grow slick, I wiggled around to grow comfortable again to no avail.

"Whats wrong Des, whats got you wiggling so much?"

"N-nothing."

"You can trust me Des, tell me." He said softly.

"I was just thinking of this dream I had the other day."

"Was I in it?"

"Yeah."

"Anyone else?"

"No."

"What were we doing?"

I didn't want to say, it was embarrassing, he probably think I was a freak, having wet dream about him. I kept thinking of all the horrible outcomes of me telling him of my R rated dream.

"Well, we ugh ... we're in my room .... and we were kissing and stuff and we got carried away in the heat of the moment and I..." I didn't want to say what I did to him, he was going to think I was practically begging to fuck his brains out. I looked towards him to see his expression which was probably disgust, but I was surprised to see his eyes dark with lust and staring at me.

"what, what we're you about to do?" he seemed so eager and curious to know what is about to happen next. I began to feel less afraid of his reaction and I thought I should tease him a little seeing as he would probably like the outcome, maybe.

"And I wrapped my lips around the tip of your... you know and then I woke up." I said and I rushed out the ending and looked at my shoes suddenly finding my Vans really interesting. I then felt a finger underneath my chin lifting it up to have my eyes meet Nicholas' mesmerizing blue eyes staring at me, " I hope your not embarrassed that you had a wet dream about me, because I've had a few of my own about you." His voice grew low and husky as he whispered in my ear, then nipped at it.

"Really you've had dreams about me?" I was more than surprises he had dreams of me, I would think he would dream of other girls like all the cheerleaders at school or the dance team, I don't know I guess I never thought a guy like him would think of me even when he's asleep.

"Yes, I had a dream of you coming to my room in the middle of the night in a robe that you later took of leaving you in some white sexy lingerie. You looked so delicious that I had to taste you, so I did, and went in between those soft thighs of yours and tasted your sweet nectar, making you scream my name in ecstasy over and over again." I was panting as he told me his dream while kissing my neck and sucking on my sweet spot behind my ear making a soft cry bubble up my throat. Oh God, what is he doing to me I feel like jumping his bones when ever he's near. I was practically dying for a kiss of his so I straddled his lap and kisses him with raw passion, he liked my bottom lip but I resisted his request in my mouth a little longer unroll he bit my lop making me gasp, his tongue slipped into my mouth tasting me as I did the same while fighting for dominance at the same time which I quickly lost. My hands went from his shoulders to his soft dark hair as I got lost in the hot kiss. His hands went up and down my waist sometimes brushing against my breast when he went up, I found myself looking forward to his hands getting higher.

"Higher, Nick, higher." I breathed. I guess he knew what I was talking about because his hands traveled up my tummy to my breast and rested there for a second giving me time to push them off if I wanted to, he then gave them a caress and massaged them, as our lips separated I moaned aloud for more. He put his hands at the bottom of my shirt getting ready to pull it off of me until I heard keys in the front door lock and I jumped of his lap just as my brother walked in.

"Maybe next time you feel like getting it in you two should go to your room sis or better yet his house"

"We weren't doing anything-"

"Yeah, we'll what we're y'all doing that got your hair looking like ... and just looking at Nicholas you can tell," he started walking towards the stairs then stopped and smirked, "just so you know dad said he's like a minute away from the house so I straighten up so you don't so like you just had sex." and then he left upstairs to his room.

I began to freak out and try to fix my hair and clothes while Nicholas just sag there with an easygoing smile like my dad wouldn't see his unmistakable just had sex hair even though we didn't, and I then noticed the bulge in his pants.

"aren't you going to fix your hair or your little problem?" I asked him.

"there only two ways I know of that can get this down other than waiting it out, I don't have enough time to take a cold shower and I don't expect you to do what you did in my and your dreams" he had a smirk on his lips telling me all I needed to know of what he was talking about.

And then my father walked in with facial expression that said I failed my mission to look like we didn't just get through with a hot make out section that could have led to more on the couch.I gulped, ugh oh.

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