September 27, 2021
Love makes me so devastated... Lolz it's something I get so afraid to do again.... It scares the fuck out of me and all it does is shatter me lolzzz~ I'm so fucked up~ lolzz all I end up feeling when I try to fall in love or be loved is pain and hatred. I'm just a mess of a person. Lolz..... I don't matter to anyone and that's why I wish to die lolz I wish to die every night and day.... My chest hurts..... My breathing is heavy.... Fuck.... My heart keeps breaking and I can't do anything more about it. Lolz.
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Diary Of An Extremely Depressive Person
De TodoThis diary contains depressive emotions, I feel basically every day. I am afraid and angry and alone.