angel // billie eilish ( REUPLOADED ) ( OLD )

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* violence warning + implied abuse mention *

isabelle found herself walking back into her house. she was conflicted, but also had her thoughts clouded by emotion. as she closed the door behind her, she was greeted a messy hug by billie, who had tears run down her eyes.

" i-i was so w-worried about you, bella. you left and i was so scared. " billie sniffled.

isabelle only stood there, but quickly pushed away billie. " leave me alone. " she mumbled, walking into her bedroom. billie followed quickly.

" isabelle, i had to do what i did. " she said, quietly.

" you didn't need to kill him! " isabelle retorted.

" but i did! he kept hurting you! it's my fucking job to protect and keep you safe bella! " billie yelled.

isabelle's anger grew even more. she didn't understand why billie hurt her father, or what was going on, but she absolutely hated it.

" you don't know the full truth. i feel so bad for keeping it from you, but i don't know the best way of explaining it. " billie added, running her fingers through her hair.

" what truth? " isabelle questioned.

" the reasons, for all of this. it's all at the house. i wanted to tell you there. there's so many things that's happened and things i wanted to prevent, but we need to go to the house. " billie explained, sitting down on the bed.

there was a long period of silence in the air. billie had sensed isabelle's newly formed hostility. she also kept fidgeting with her pockets, making billie raise an eyebrow a bit, but didn't make of it as much.

" no. " isabelle simply said.

" bella... "

" i don't know if i can. "

" but why? "

" okay fine, billie, i. don't. fucking. trust. you. are you gonna kill me next? are you gonna hurt someone else? how do i know that this house is real? " isabelle snapped. " i don't understand why i ever trusted you from the start. "

" bella? " billie's voice trembled. " you don't mean that, right? "

" SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT THE FUCK UP BILLIE! " isabelle screeched.

isabelle stood there, her feelings intensifying every second she spoke. she knew exactly what had to be done. she lunged at billie, wrapping her hands around her throat. billie's eyes turned black, tears falling down them.

billie's lips parted, gasping for air, trying to remove isabelle's hands, but isabelle's grip was tighter and stronger. she knew that would render billie unconscious, but she knew what had to come next, and she still doesn't know why she took it that far.

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isabelle didn't know what overtook her. maybe it was her impulsive behavior, or her lack of trust in people. deep down, she was also scared. she was terrified of love and trust. deep down, she's tried to push away luke, alena, and now billie.

she hated herself for doing that to them, especially to billie, who loved her the most. isabelle thought as herself as selfish, for not considering her feelings and trusting billie. she missed her deeply and wondered if she's listening?

isabelle settled on billie despising her. no she has no one left and nowhere to go.

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a/n: damn, few left until the epilogue. changing from 14 to 12 bc theres gonna be more for the epilogue.

new story later on!! not related to angel, but its another dark one, also a billie fic!