the dreams kept getting worst and worst. sometimes, they were too dissonant and surreal. isabelle struggled and twisted around in bed. the other woman next to her held her, mumbling soft reassuring words to her.
the walls were melting, twisting and turning slowly. the room felt so real, but at the same time, isabelle was in one place. where she stood felt so wrong. the shadows kept moving. moving against her- then grabbed at her. grabbing at her skin, their hands were ripping her.
piece to piece, isabelle screamed. she could barely fight, her breathing picked up quickly, now in a state of panic. the shadows fill the room, the color changing to a deep pitch black.
billie hated seeing isabelle struggle. she hated how hurt she was deep down, and she has to take action soon. " bella! " she spoke, feeling extremely worried.
" bella please! it's a nightmare! i promise nothing or no one is gonna hurt you! "
she always took notice of how familiar that voice was. even in her dreams, it sounded like billie. maybe it was. it was always a reassuring voice, just like hers, but the bad always overpowered the good, just like in reality.
the pain almost felt real, so unbearable, she screamed. it was hard to break out of the dreams- they held such a grip on her sometimes that waking up felt impossible.
isabelle's face twisted and her lips trembled. she jolted up quickly, isabelle started crying. she kept crying and crying, and billie felt so bad. she had to protect her. billie had to get her out of this home, isabelle needs to be safe.
her sobs continued on and on, billie rubbing her back. she kissed the top of her head, smiling softly at her.
" it's okay isabelle. it'll be okay. " she said.
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billie was rocking isabelle slowly, kissing her the top of her head once again. she held her protectively for in case her father returns home.
looking around the room, isabelle looked up at billie, who smiled at her. she then smiled back, but got that feeling again. isabelle was comforted by billie, but something was off about her. that strange feeling was strong this time.
from the strange feathers that kept appearing in the room to the weird black substances that would appear sometimes, she wondered if there was a connection.
her heart was beating fast. billie took notice, and raised an eyebrow. she then rubbed her back and billie asked " what's wrong, love? "
no response from isabelle. she studied her features in the dark bedroom. something was off.
isabelle looked billie in her eyes, her eyes were shining. and they were just white. what? isabelle thought. isabelle's hands moved up her back, billie swallowing nervously. no use in keeping this a secret anymore.
isabelle gasped, then jumped back. her eyes were wide, seeing her eyes chance back to the beautiful shade of blue, and the large wings disappearing. her entire body had that same light glow. now it all made sense. too much sense.
" w-w-what th-th-the f-f-uck? " isabelle stuttered, backing away from billie.
billie's eyes were filled with tears. her overprotectiveness got the best of her. the secret she's held for the longest is out, and she didn't know what to do. looking up again, isabelle was gone.
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a/n:
gonna rewrite ii to fit with what i want l8r and to make it make sense a lil. lol gonna add more to this at some point.
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angel // billie eilish ( REUPLOADED ) ( OLD )
Fanfictioncollege student isabelle fullman meets and befriends the mysterious billie eilish. what isabelle doesn't know that billie has her many secrets and reasons to why shes being close protecting her. these are her memories of what happened between them...