Beguiling; Sou Hiyori (YTTD)

Obsession

Icckkkk! I haven't updated for a year. Isn't that revolting? 

Anyways, we go a little dark here. Slightly detailed strangulation, and obsessive behaviour is going to occur within this chapter, L.O.L., as the teens would say. Good luck Shin -- or Sou? Personally, I think stealing identities is pathetic. 

Disgusting, even.

He cages him in with lanky arms and knobby knees, "Don't run," he pinned him against Sou's apartment wall, "There's no point!" he laughed, equal parts saccharine, equal parts toxic. 

Sou would never feel safe within his own home. Home was a sickening, mocking place. This was never actually home, where 'he' could still lure him in with pretty words and clutch onto him with obsessed fervour. 

A simpering, weak fool. Without looking up, Sou offered a half hearted apology, "S... sorry." 

He glanced up to gage his reaction. Upon viewing the glint in his eyes, he knew he would be able to look through it.

He pouted, "What's there to be scared of?" His hands travelled down the small of Sou's back, and his wisps of hot air brushed against Sou's cheek. "I would've thought you'd be less.. pliant."

He seemed to ignore Sou's attempt at filling the blank and monotone space of conversation. Maybe it wasn't worth wasting his breath. Sou trembled, "What.. what do you mean?" Sou's hands pushed away his, in a fleeting and disgustingly weak attempt to run away.

His captor leaned in to whisper sweet words, "I know what you're doing with her," His smile grew impossible big at Sou's wide eyes. His voice reaches low octaves, with more charm, yet with less cushiony language, "You're being a disgusting adult. Just like them." 

Sou desperately tried to peel himself away from his sticky hands, from his disgusting face, from his halftruthshalflies that are woven so close to each other -- he was like a spider, always scouring for new prey to capture within his web of trickery and deceit. 

What a role model.

Sou was hyperventilating now, oxygen escaping more than he could breathe in. The face touching nose-to-nose with him, almost kissing, twisted into a torrent storm, swallowing every familiar with him, the photo of his parents, the vase he got from a dollar store, and chipped wallpaper that wouldn't be covered in his security deposit. Everything was hurling towards the omniscient storm, and Sou could feel the trapping feeling of terror. His hands suddenly shot out for his neck, pulling Sou down, and trapping his struggling wrists under his knees -- and he pushed against Sou's windpipe. Hysteria was getting to Sou, now.

Sou once read that strangling was a very intimate way to go out, in some form. To wrap around pleasant prose about it, and perhaps give him some comfort as he went out, his mind perused the flowy words given to him once, probably in a book.

Strangulation was a very intimate way to go out, as you had to straddle someone with all your weight, and bare their thrown curses and spittle. To kneel on wrists, and there could be glorious eye to eye contact, and as some state, eyes are the window to one's soul. To wrap your hands around a neck, and crush.  Emit wind from travelling, watch as they turn purple. Feel their pulse stutter to an end like a broken record.

It's nitty gritty, but Sou likes it.

It shows at least someone cared enough to do it in his death.

He closes his eyes in the face of the abyss, and breathes in his terror and humiliation.

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Sou guided (Y/N) with a trembling hand, it hurt to act this confident. She shouldn't look up to Sou like that. 

Sou is revolting, from every crease in his palm, to the blood that pulses through out his filthy body. 

He long knew that, though.

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Hiiiiii... ergh, this was short. Inspiration struck me, okay? Anyways, please vote on an option in the last chapter, pleeaaassee? I need guidance, just like every other pitiful mortal on earth. Also, this chapter may be an eensy wincey confusing! Sou refers to Shin, and there are two people who are both male. Guess who Sou's sleep paralysis demon is, 'cause that's who's featured in today's chapter.

Have fun.