The Faster, The Better - Dabi x Fem!Reader - Book 1

(Part 36) Throughout The Past, Seeing Through the Glass

Dabi's POV - Earlier (TW - MENTION OF SUICIDE)

Part 2/4

I was trailing behind.

Yes.

I know that. Don't worry, I'm aware.

After the fight her and I just had, I was sort of.. guilty.. if I had to be honest. I wasn't sure why-

I am sure why.

It was my fault and I'm trying to be the victim here. I have no idea why I do that. It makes me pissed off just to know I'm that weak.

Toga told us we were in danger and I laughed. I thought she was just being a douchebag for sneaking into my apartment at nighttime.

" What is it?" You called out to the blondie bitch.

" You are in danger." She responded.

Dabi was now laughing.

" I strongly recommend we leave. Right now, princess." Dabi told you.

You nodded your head, disagreeing with his words. "No. I refuse. We need to here her out." You said.

Dabi laughed again. Again.

" Dabi do I look like a laughing stalk to you?" Toga angrily seethed. " I agree with her." You bit out. Your words scythed Dabi's thought process like a bullet's graze. He cringed aloud. " Oh shut up, we are perfectly fine. How could we-" You didn't let him finish.

Toga stood back very shocked at what's going down. 'That hurt, Dabi. Crusty bitch.' Toga  thought.

" How could you be so stupid and arrogant!"

" Because we are not in danger! Toga is and always will be a crazy bitch!" He spoke.

" Not very fucking remorseful I'll say." You told him.

" Do not fucking say that to me. Also, you have no right to call me arrogant and stupid, (Y/N)." He told your now-frail frame.

" Oh I can talk to you how ever I want. Everything isn't always about you."

" Its not? Really? Well, she just told us were in dange-" Adding onto what you previously just said.

"But your disagreeing with her statement!" You told him, cutting your own words off into oblivion.

" I thought you didn't trust her!"

" I don't have to trust someone to believe them or hear what they have to say!"

" Well you kind of fucking do!"

" Oh, and your one to tell."

" I beg your pardon!?"

" You can beg all you want, because that is just how you are. You whine and cry until you get what you want, but if you don't receive it, then you do it anyway!" You spoke.

" Is that what you really think of me?"

" Sure thing, boss."

" I thought we promised not to keep secrets you creed bastard!"

" Shut up, your the prick here!"

I called my future wife and girlfriend a prick. How careless and dick-like of me. I groaned verbally, the tension running through my plastic-thin body and my glass-fragile frame.

(Y/N) turned around and looked at me with saddened eyes. Maybe she was just apologizing or.. maybe..

Damn. I don't know. I have no idea why she just looked at me like that.

I sighed quietly and listened to their conversation.

" Who is the woman that thinks were in danger?" You asked curiously, sticking quotations in the air and mocking Toga's words from earlier.

" She doesn't think your in danger. No. She knows you are in danger. Good n' well at that. I mean she is the source of your issues. "

You made a hushed gasp, the wind shushing it more. The faint breeze, to word it otherwise.

" I beg your pardon?" You said formally. Dabi was still in the back listening for information to use, pretending like he didn't care. Just whistling a small tune he had made up in his tiny almond-sized brain.

" Everything. Every single on of em'."

" One of what?" You asked, tilting your head oh-so adorably.  Dabi definitely 'awhed' and clapped internally, whether he liked to admit it or not.

Toga was now cringing at the repetitive use of questions. Your curiosity was getting the best of her. " All of your issues. Any issue or stump, you could say, that you have come across between you and Dabi's relationship was because of her. Well, the boyfriend's guys and the woman. AKA the girlfriend of the boyfriend- the groups leaders. Make any sense?" She told you, using her hands to justify confusing speech. You nodded, trying to repeat the words in your head so you were picking up what she was putting down.

All of your issues. Any issue or stump, you could say, that you have come across between you and Dabi's relationship was because of her. Well, the boyfriend's guys and the woman. AKA the girlfriend of the boyfriend- the groups leaders.

I gasped inside of my head. I was shocked- worse. Crazed by the fact that Toga wasn't lying. I even had the audacity to think that she was wrong and laugh at my bestfriend. I was an idiot. Stupid, even. I can't believe I did that.

Overthinking was the worst and under-sized word you could use for this situation. My thoughts were psychotic, and much worse than Toga everyday. They were penetrating through my skin and ready to come out. God I felt numb. it hurt. My thoughts were physically hurting me.

They could kill me if they got to it faster than I.

My hands made their way into my pocket and I looked around at the alleyway's neon lights. Seeing them made me sort of happy.

I wasn't happy with my previous decisions, but I was-

Ouch.

What the fuck was that? A rock?

Oh shit, (Y/N)'s looking damn it. damnit. Damn it. Damn it!

I'm an embarrassment.

I picked iot up and scanned the 'rock'. Whatever.

They began asking me random questions as my anger and annoyance levels slowly began rising. I wanted to whoop their dumb-fuck selves to Mars. Maybe the Bahamas. They could have a round trip.

I sighed and looked at it close.

closer..

Kaboom.. You could say.. heh...