I can't handle change
Based on the song I can't handle change by R.O.A.R.
As I look at the sun setting over the rooftop I wonder if it's all really worth it.
Trying to fit in and be cool when I just want to be alone.
I get sick every time I go outside.
I want to change everything...
But I can't.
I can't
I can't handle change.
I try my best but nothing I do seems to be good enough.
Nothing I do is ever good enough.
Nothing I do is ever good.
I can never be good enough.
Nothing is ever good enough.
When will I ever be good enough.
They just need to leave me alone.
Leave me alone.
Please just leave.
Just leave me alone.
Leave me alone.
I can't help but repeat myself.
I try not to but I can't stop.
It's not your fault it's mine.
Lately I begin to shake.
For no reason at all.
There's no reason at all.
For no reason at all.
There's no reason at all.
As I look at the sunset out of the barred windows I hear a nurse come in to check up on me.
I turn to her with a lazy smile and give a nod before watching the sun disappear from the day.
(A/N and that is the first story I definitely won't be updating regularly on this one because I just write when I feel like it and I am a perfectionist so a lot gets scraped who knows maybe I'll post some poems too)
Here is the version I listened to while writing this
YOU ARE READING
Stories when I feel things
RandomUhh basically what the name is it's just like one page stories that I don't think are good enough to publish on my writing account and most likely they are unedited and stuff so yeahhhhh. I am sad right now so that kinda why I'm making this tbh :p I...