MY LOVE,A BLESSING OR A CURSE

LOVE,A BLESSING OR A CURSE...

CHAPTER ONE: act of bravery or stupidity

Rebecca's POV

It all began At a church filled with people who came to worship, praising the lords name in ways that would move mountains. People on their knees begging the lord to forgive them their sins . I noticed cause I wasn't praying, the voices of the people distracted me and so while others were in their moment of truth and confessions... I starred. Suddenly what would seem and sound like an earthquake shook the entire building, one would say the end was coming and I happened to be in a church filled with my sin  cause I haven't prayed and asked for  forgiveness from God but watched others instead. Everyone trembled in fear,I could clearly hear their screams. I... never been a church person was forced to church that day by my mom and dad.well,not that I don't like attending church programs,it's just that I was too lazy to get dressed, I saw it as an entire chore especially sunday's and because of that I hardly went out, giving excuses like " it was to hot or I was tired" the building kept collapsing on our heads and everyone was running to get to safety. I ...on the hand  have never been a person who was courageous, and even if at that moment when my survival instinct should have kick I stood there with this strange aura.  A feeling to do something, to act for the peoples safety, that was all I thought about. It was weird concerning my personality... I don't give a fuck about other people. I've been bullied since I was a child so it got to me and harden me. but that moment I felt the need to save them, I felt brave and was willing to do anything to keep the people at the the church safe. All I could think about was doing something anything at all. And then I went straight to the alter, avoiding been smashed by the rocks from above. I staggers my way up in front of the people who were trembling in fear and it was so hard to pick a sentence. I felt I needed to say something but what could one possibly say  to get their attention when everyone was running out to the  door to protect them selves.
And so I stood there as I watched them climb over them selves to exist the premises.
I looked around me and I saw dead bodies all over.People who weren't as lucky and was smashed by the building block, some barely alive. And all i could do was stare. Maybe I was insane, staying on the alter like fucking Jesus
Instead of running for my life. I had always wanted crazy adventures but this wasn't the type.  Like as if I was hypnotized I got back to my senses.
Just as I wanted to make my way out of the church ... the door went shot before I could take two steps. Not minding it I still made my way to it. The building was shaking intensely like it was sinking. Fear gripped me and I tried with every strength I had to open the door but it wouldn't bulge.  I was going to die,I knew it right there and then. If only I wasn't trying to be a hero , how stupid was I? I tried to calm myself down as I noticed I was having a panic attack. I let out air through my mouth, closing both my eyes  mentally telling myself to calm down. I had started coughing as the dust filled my lungs.
Just as I settled I had a loud knock on the door more like a bang. I turned swiftly to the door.
" help me please I'm stuck I can't get out ... please"  I banged just as hard.
I felt a rock land slightly beside me if I had moved a little I would have turned into marched potatoes.It scared the fuck out of me and I screamed just as it landed and slowly that scream turned into a sob.
Maybe this was how I die, maybe that was how I pay for my sins.
I had my mom cries over the door and I could do nothing.
My heart ached so much and so I stood there all numb with my back pressed against the door. Slowly sliding down with my back till I got to the floor.
I was stupid I know that now.
I closed my eyes waiting to with crushed by the wall of the building, tears rolled down my cheek  and at moment I felt nothing. I had made my peace
Just as I was waiting for the impact there was silence .everything stopped not even a single sound
I opened my eyes to see everywhere still.
I blinked twice to make sure I wasn't dead.
I stood gently turning to door trying to get it open but it still wouldn't bulge. I took a deep breath turning around and walking ahead.
I didn't know where I was going but I did know something was pulling me
Everywhere was dark I could barely see myself.
But I kept moving forward till a voice stopped me.
My brain couldn't process what I heard the voice was... inhumane
Cold gripped me and I could already feel goosebumps all over my body. I became light headed
Consumed by fear I dared not take another step. I stood still like a tree hardly even breathing
I heard the voice again but this time it was as if a lot of them talking all at once.
" master look at what we have here, a brave little girl" they laughed demonically. I could have swore I pissed myself.
" what shall we do with her master? Let's eat it" another said.
If there was another word stronger than fear itself that's what I felt
I was shaking not knowing what to do. How did I end up here I couldn't see a thing
My instinct kept telling me to run but my legs would not listen it was stuck and I couldn't do anything about it.
I felt a hot liquid down my cheek that's when I realized that  I had started crying
Trying to muffle my sob with hope of not getting caught
" what do we have here " I heard a voice one that would sound like the master they talked about just  behind me and i screamed.
I ran to only god knows where and hide.
I cursed and cried at the same time
"Fuck, fuck ,fuck" using my hands to cover my mouth.
And the demons laughed
" she is scared master" and then laughed again
I closed my ear  and my eyes convincing myself that it was an ordinary dream and that I would wake anytime but It wasn't so
Even with my ears closed I could still hear them taunting me.
After much curses had left my mouth it was suddenly silent  dead silent
Maybe it was my mind playing tricks on me all along but I didn't wait a second to find out
I ran to door yanking it to open up when I felt that I was been watched I stopped and turned around. And at that moment I wish I hadn't  words  could not define the horror I saw the horror I felt. I was face to face with a beast
Horns that curved and pointed to the sky,
Very large wings which was not fully spread out yet , eyes like that of a dragon and it's body looked like what was made of bones  instantly I collapsed. All I could hear was how my body landed on the ground and my eyes only could see the darkness...