MY LOVE,A BLESSING OR A CURSE

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MY LOVE,A BLESSING OR A CURSE
LUCIFER'S POV

For fucks sakes Lucifer ,you don't have a conscience my parents are outside there suffering because of you and the only thing you can think of it to fucking their daughter.

Those words hurts like hell. I might be the ruler of hell,but for fucks sake, I have a fucking heart you and  what she  just said hurt my feelings.

Feelings... feelings...did I just say feelings.
God what have you done, this woman is going to be the death of me, of course that's if I was mortal.

Kissing her when she was outside just ignited this burning sensation inside me. All I could think of was to rip her dress off and fuck her like as if there was no tommorow.

I know it selfish of me and wicked but, the things this woman does to me I cannot explain.
I've never been so sexually frustrated before in my immortal life., Not until she came and changed everything.

She still hate me,that I'm very sure about,but what's the bloody point, This wasn't my fault to begin with, it was father's he started this mess.
So he better fix it before I lose my shit.

I slowly backed down and stood on my feet facing her.
I could see anger written all over her face.
She just stared at me and I did the same.

Did she want me to say something or what, if she is thinking that I should apologize then she is fucking mistaken

"You should leave" finally she said something. Just staring at her was killing me already. Weird silence was what I do not like.

I nodded not wanting to argue
Or say anything thing else, I felt to hurt by what she said to even talk right now.

I walked over to the door and just as I was about to open it she said.
"Why Lucifer?" why?, what does she mean by why?, why what.
Different things ran through my head, what was her actual question or was she trying to play the mind game on me, because if she was she was mistaken. I am the master when it come to minds games.

I was still facing the door when I decided to turn around. When I did I regretted it immediately. She was crying... again. I hate it whenever she cries and knowing that I'm the fucking reason., Have really turned soft, maybe Lilith was right.

" Why what?" I managed to say ignoring the tears. I'm done trying to console her not after she hurt my feelings like that.

" Why did you save me?"
Now that was one question I really hoped not to be asked, why I saved her I heard no clue.

" What do you mean?, saved how" I said pretending not to know what she was talking about.

"Come on Lucifer, you know what I'm talking about, why did you save me from my torment"
Great now she has made herself perfectly clear, leaving me speechless. fucking emotions.

I didn't say anything as I kept looking at every where except her eyes. It was like as if, if I did look at her right that moment, the very next thing that would come out of my mouth, only God knows what.
I have this mixture of anger and satisfaction I just can't explain it.
I'm angry because, the question she was asking me was getting on my nerves. And satisfied because at least she won't hate me for letting her suffer in hell,
I mean she already hates me for so many reasons already I wouldn't like this one to add to the list.

" Answer me Lucifer" she said now folding her arm to her chest.
I'm pretty sure her back zip is still opened.... "damn it Lucifer, just focus you cunt" I mentally said to my self.

" It wasn't your fault Rebecca, it wasn't your fault you got into this mess in the first place, you don't deserve it".

" And my parents do?" she gave a very serious face.
" It's not my fault your parent are there, no matter how hard you try to put it on me it's not just my fault, so stop blaming me already"

I was getting angry, Because i knew where this conversation was heading, I knew the point she was trying to make.

" There is no way I won't blame you Lucifer, you released me so release them" she said almost yelling at me.

" It does work that way Rebecca, if they are not guilty of this then they are guilty of something else"

" You can't say that Lucifer, cause I am also guilty of something else to, yes I might have been a virgin when you fucked me but that doesn't mean that I haven't committed sins that I haven't even asked forgiveness for".

Now she is beginning to anger me, for fucks sake what else does she want me to do isn't she happy enough that I helped her, what more does she want from me.
I kept looking at her as she wiped away the tears on her cheek.
   There are Families in hell in worst situation then her, does that mean I have to release them all to.
" I can't, I just can't" I said.
I saw disappointment written all over her face and the next thing she did took me by surprise....

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