Imagine (Harry Styles fanfiction)

12.

// TW SUICIDE //

POV HARRY

I've been checking my phone all the time. Brooklyn hasn't answered since yesterday.. Mia said they might have said something stupid, but they don't wanna tell me what. But guess what, now Brooklyn is gone. Actually at that moment I get a text from Brook.

Brooklyn boo :)
(Brooklyn boo :)) I'm really sorry, I love you...
(me) BABE WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO?! DON'T LEAVE!

I don't even think, I can't, the only thing I can do is panic. Think Harry, think, call the alarm number! They ask a lot, but I don't know a lot, I don't. They manage to get her IP so they go there. She's on the beach, I get my car and drive as fast as I can.

When I arrive there is already a lot of police and an ambulance.
'I AM HARRY!' I scream. 'THE PERSON WHO CALLED!'
'Calm down sir', says a police officer. 'You can go with her in the ambulance.' I nod and run to the ambulance. 'I'm Harry and I could come!' I say and I try to jump in the ambulance, but I get stopped.
'Sir, you gotta answer some questions, it's really important.' I nod, I don't have a choice, I have to do this, for Brook..

After they asked they asked the questions we are finally going. Seconds seem minutes and minutes seem hours. Brooklyn laying there with all that stuff on and in her, I don't like seeing it.
'Brooklyn, you're gonna be ok', I whisper while I bald my eyes out. The ride seems forever, the only thing I can do is hold her hand.
'Is she- she gonna make it?' I ask someone on the ambulance while still crying.
'I am not sure sir', answers she. 'She had an alcohol poisoning, it seems like suicide.'

It feels like the world stops when she says that. Suicide.... Why did she wanna leave this earth? What did one of the girls tell her? I'm gonna murder them!
'Sir, sir', I feel a hand on my shoulder. 'There was a letter with her, you can read it if you want.' Of course I want that! My eyes start reading it immediately. I read it again and again and again. WHAT HAPPENED WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED? What did I do, how did I hurt her? A lot of questions spoke through my head again. What in the hell did they tell her? I am in it, because how did otherwise hurted her. The main reason was her past. I don't know a lot about her past. It's because she never seemed comfortable talking about it. I am so dumb for not talking about it. I should've done that, I fucked up.

We finally arrived at the hospital. Every part of my body is shaking. They put her on a bed and I wanna go with her, but I can't. All I can do is wait, wait and wait...

Five minutes later I see someone walking in, someone I don't wanna see right now, Mia. She walks straight towards me.
'How is Brooklyn?' she says with a frustrated face.
'I think you know', I say mad, she looks very confused. I just hand her the letter. 'Read this, I think you know better where she's talking about that me.'
She reads the letter and then looks at me with her eyes full of tears. 'I know where she's talking about', she says with a sad face.

'You better tell me! Because I know it's about me!' I say angry.
'We were just gossiping', she starts. 'Than someone changed the subject to you. She said what you did in your past. When you were younger and sometimes fucked five girls a night.'
Anger and sadness comes up, that's something I rather forget.
'She also said that most of them were fourteen.' she tells. 'But she didn't tell her that you were like fifteen at the time. Brooklyn must have thought that you were seventeen, like you are now. She maybe even thinks you're still fucking with fourtheen year olds.'
'HOW DIDN'T Y'ALL NOTICE WHEN SHE WAS GONE? IT TOOK YOU GIRLS LIKE FIVE MINUTES BEFORE YOU NOTICED AND TEN MINUTES BEFORE YOU TEXTED ME!' I scream at the top of my lungs. I start crying harder and harder, I can't lose Brooklyn like this.
'I AM REALLY SORRY, OK?' screams Mia back. 'We thought she was on her period at first, then it can take some longer. Later we thought she was walking with Mungo, because he's also gone. I'm sorry Harry! We were drunk.'

I get so frustrated so I just decide to walk outside, but then I get a phone call from an unknown number. I decided to answer it, you never know. Especially not after what happened.

(me) Hello?
(unknown) Hello, who am I talking to?
(me) You're talking to Harry. Why are you calling?
(unknown) Do you have a girlfriend in the hospital and a dog? A golden retriever puppy?

Is this some kind of stalker? How does he know I have a girlfriend in the hospital and a puppy, actually which one.

(me) Yes, I have both of them. The dog's name is Mungo, how do you know all this?
(unknown) We are from the investigation, we found the dog. Can you get it?
(me) I'm sorry but I gotta stay here, a girl will come get it. Her name is Mia, she has brown hair and blue eyes and is skinny. She also cried a lot, you definitely can see that. She will be there as soon as possible!

'Mia', I say. 'You gotta go get Mungo.'
'Why me?' she asks.
'Don't ask too many questions, just go and take care of him. Go to the beach, you will see the police go to them. They know how you look, just go!'
'Ok, ok!' she says and she leaves.

I can't leave the hospital, I gotta stay. I'll stay here day and night, I just gotta stay with Brooklyn. I want to know if she's alright. I can't live without her.

'Mr. Styles?' yells a doctor.
'Yes!' I yell back and I immediately stand up and walk to him.
'Miss. Bennet is doing ok. She's gonna be hold in a coma for at least three days. The alcohol got removed from her blood. There is a big chance she's gonna survive this, but there isn't a 100% change. We can't promise you anything yet.'

But I don't care, there is a big chance she is gonna survive this! I'm so happy, I knew it. She's strong, she's gonna fight, she's gonna survive. The only thing I can do right now is wait. I have to wait three days, that's long but I will do it for my baby.

Hi everyone! I'm gonna upload less, I'm really sorry. But don't worry, the chapters will get longer! So I upload less, but you get longer chapters. I don't really know yet how often I'm gonna upload. First I gotta look how long my chapters are gonna be. But y'all will see! x