Imagine (Harry Styles fanfiction)

13.

// TW TALKING ABOUT SUICIDE /SELF HARM/ ABUSE //

POV Harry
One day is over now. I slept in a chair in Brooklyn's hospital room. I'm really tired, the night before I also didn't reallys sleep, because Brooklyn was gone. I can't wait until she wakes up.

Some hours later someone walks in the room, Jax.
'Jax? What are you doing here? Since when are you close with Brooklyn?' I ask.
'I never been close with Brooklyn dude, I am close with you.' he says. 'How are you, you look tired.'
'I am really tired to be honest. I haven't really slept for two days. I'm really worried about Brooks, I can't live without her.'
'Aww bro', he says. 'I am really sorry for you, it's really shitty. She will survive, she's strong right? Man, you need to go home. Your dog is at Mia's but he's been barking all day. I'll stay with Brooklyn and call you when something happens.'
I nod and I sight, I have to. Mungo is also important, Brooklyn wants me to take care of him, so I am going to do it.

I knock at Mia's door, I don't really wanna go but I have to. Her mom opens the door, she hugs me immediately. Mia's mom always has kinda been like a mom to me. My mom's never home and I used to be really close with Mia.
'How are you darling? I heard what happened, it's really terrible. I'm so sorry', she says.
'It really is', I say soft.
'Wanna go for a walk with Mungo?' she asks. 'Than we can talk.'
I agree, I would love to talk with someone about what happened, an adult.

Talking to Amy (Mia's mom) really makes me feel better. She is an adult so she gives better advice than someone from my age. We make a really big walk and Mungo is all tired. We haven't spoken in a while so we don't only talk about Brooklyn. We talk about that school is starting again soon. We also talk alot about Brooklyn, because since she came into my life a lot has changed.

Days go by and I am finally able to go see Brooklyn, awake. I drive to hospital, just like I do everyday, but this time is different. I'm gonna see Brooklyn, awake and alive. I'm so excited! I can't wait to kiss her again and tell her everything! She means so much to me, living three days without her seems impossible now.

I walk through the hallway of the hospital. You hear my feet on the floor, I breathe very hard and deep. I'm nervous, I strike my sweaty hand through my hair. Is she gonna be awake when I'm there? Or am I gonna be with her when she wakes up? I walk in the room and see a doctor sitting next to her bed. Did something happen?

'Doctor?' I say. 'What happened?' I feel how my heart races and I breathe very heavily. Is she gone?
'No, don't worry', he says. 'She can wake up any moment now.' I start breathing normally, that's a relief. I don't know if I could survive any longer with not a lot of sleep.

POV Brooklyn
I open my eyes, where am I? Did I make it to heaven? I look around and I see Harry, nope I'm definitely not in heaven. Harry looks very tired, but happy.
'Brooklyn! You're awake!' he screams and he gives me a kiss.
'How long was I asleep?' I ask.
'You were in a coma for three days.' he answers. I start breathing heavier, three days is a lot. I hope not a lot of people were worried. I also see that there is a doctor in the room. When he notices that I see him he starts talking.
'You've been in a coma for three days, just like your boyfriend thought. You almost died from alcohol poisoning. You can thank your boyfriend for calling us just in time. You still need to stay here for some more days, when you're feeling better we will ask you some questions.'
I nod and take a deep breath. I'm kinda happy that I survived, but I have to talk with some people. I need to start with Harry, I need some explanation.

'Haz', I say. 'We need to talk.'
'I know', he sights. 'I'll start. I know what the girls said about me, it's true.' Tears start coming out of my eyes, he's cheating...
'But listen', he says. 'It isn't true anymore, I was around 15. I know it's still not ok, my life was very shitty and I was a whore. Please don't hate me for that, it's the past. I wanna forget it. You wanna forget your past, I wanna forget mine. But I still need to talk with you about your past, what you wanted to do... It can't happen again.'
'I know, I know', I say. 'It's okay Haz, things like this can happen. We'll figure this out, we will talk about it, but not now. I'm really tired.'
'It's okay', he whispers. 'Go to sleep.' His hand softly brushes through my hair. The smell of his perfume calms me. I slowly close my eyes, I feel how I'm falling asleep. Harry whispering sweet words and combing through my hair. He gives me a little kiss on my forehead, his lips are soft and sweet. I fall asleep with his lips on my forehead.