LOVE is just a four letter word (18+)||A Taekook Fanfiction||

Why can't I forget you, Jungkook?

Emptiness. Black. Distorted. The celing above my head was hanging like a piece of the  black hole. It felt like I was being absorbed in that darkness. My eyes were wide open. The alarm had stopped ringing after snoozing for few times. I touched my forehead.
"Great! I have fever. " - i  smirked  as I put the blanket aside and woke up to sit. I looked out of the big glass window from my room. The sun had just risen. But the sky was still covered with grey clouds. I sprang out of my bed and stretched for a while. I caught a glance of me in the mirror standing near the wardrobe. My eyes were swollen . My hair was messed up.
"So this is me without Jungkook! Nation's god has lost his hope, you see!" - i smiled as I spoke to me in the mirror.

"And who's fault is it?" - the mirror replied with a smug in his face.

"Mine? But I did it for his happiness!" - i said while lowering my head.

Why can't I look at my own eyes? Why?

"Are you sure?"- he asked again with an air of pity in his voice.

"Huh?"

"Are you sure you let go of him because you wanted him to be happy? Or were you so afraid of his grandmother that you chose to remain in your comfort zone ? Don't you know who makes him happy?"

I couldn't answer. I couldn't answer to my own question!

My phone was ringing continuously .

Has jungkook called ?

I felt an electricity surging  inside my body.
I didn't even look at the screen and  picked up the call.
My own voice startled me. It was almost shaking.

"My god! Finally you picked up! Your friend here is eating my head!"- Yoongi hyung said in a worried tone.

"Stop complaining! And give me the phone!"- jimin said from his side and grabbed the phone.

"Are you okay buddy?"- he asked in a soft tone.

"I can't lie to you, Jimin-ah! You know that. I am not fine , Jimin!"- as I uttered the words ,i felt knots forming in my throat.

"Will you come to us today?''- jimin asked again.

No one can comfort a depressed soul like he does !

"Will try! Don't worry! I am trying. I will be fine in few days." - i tried to smile again but couldn't .
Jimin gave a short pause before emitting a sigh then he said - "shall I come to meet you, Taehyung-ah?"

"I will stop by your place before going home. Now, it's getting late and you know ,Nation's God can't be late at his own movie promotion!" - i looked at the clock as I said. It was eight in the morning . Joon ki would come in any moment.
As I was getting ready , i heard the doorbell ringing.
Joon ki knows the pass code then why would he ring the bell? I was thinking to myself when the doorbell rang again. I went to the door and as I opened it , i found Soo Ho standing outside. He greeted me with a warm smile on his face and said - "Sunbae-nim, you looked pale yesterday. So I wanted to check on you. Are you feeling alright?"
"I am alright, soo ho!" -I smiled back at him.

"Oh hyung! Are you ready? Then mi so will do your make up in the van."- joon ki climbed the stairs as fast as he could and spoke while panting . As he noticed soo ho his eyes got bigger and he spread his hand as he spoke - "Mr.Lee! Nice to mee you. I am Ahn Joon ki! I...Am..Aah!"

"Joon ki ! How many times have i told you too use lift ? "- i glared at him.

He has this weird habit of climbing stairs which he believes to be a good exercise.

Soo Ho was amused with the whole scenario and his face was beaming with a broad smile .

"Thank you for checking on me ,Soo Ho.If you don't have any work now, your sunbae will buy you coffee."- i patted on his shoulder as I spoke to him.

"Sunbae, if you don't mind , can I call you ,hyung?"- he asked while walking by my side.

I said nothing but nodded my head. His eyes were brightened up with happiness.
I told joon ki to come behind Soo Ho's car. As Soo Ho's car stopped in the parking area in front of Yoongi hyung's cafe, i saw a black Audi parked there too.

Jungkook is here!

My heart started pounding and a bolt of electric was surging inside my body!

Should I go inside ? How will I face him?

The train of thought inside my head was interrupted by Soo Ho. He asked me in a worried tone - "hyung, are you okay?"

I nodded my head as I climbed out of the car.
Soo Ho and I walked through the sliding door together. Yoongi hyung waved his hand at me. Suddenly i felt the world whirling around me. I saw jungkook running at me...

Aaah! Jungkook-ah! Why can't I forget you?

Everything around me became black as I felt numb in all over my body. Someone grabbed me tightly in his arm...

Jungkook-ah! Is it you? Hyung is really sorry , Jungkook-ah!  I am not fine jungkook-ah! Hyung, was wrong ,jungkook-ah! Come back to me. Hug me to sleep. I can't take it anymore!

A/N-
Hiii fam! So this is the latest chapter. I hope you remember that I have told you earlier it's gonna be an emotional rollercoaster from now on. Grab the tissues if you are an emotional person like me (these days I literally cry whenever I write about them 😭😭. I know some of you already feels hopeless about this story, but please don't . Keep your faith in me and TAEKOOK! The ship will sail one day!
So if you liked this chapter read, share and comment . You can give me your opinions about the story too. Thank you. May TAEKOOK be with you.

Borahae💜💜