LOVE is just a four letter word (18+)||A Taekook Fanfiction||

When You Love someone....

"hyung! Why did you come outside ? You are totally drenched! You have a busy day tomorrow! What if you catch cold! Ohhh! What shall I do!"- joon ki said in a worried tone while turning off the ignition key. My car had reached my complex. It was still raining outside. My head was thudding with pain. I was feeling cold. As I stepped out of the car , i felt a nip in the air. It sent shiver down my spine.
"Hyung! Should I buy you some medicine?"- joon ki asked from behind.
I waved my hand to him and went inside. I was waiting for the lift when I heard another footsteps stopping beside me. As soon as the lift opened, i stepped inside. The other person got inside too. The thudding inside my head was increasing . I couldn't stop thinking about Jungkook. He was smiling at that girl. He was dancing with her. He said yes when he was asked for marriage ... Haaa! He deserves happiness. I couldn't be able to make him happy.... I felt a burning sensation in my eyes. Am I gonna cry again!!! No...! Not in front of a stranger....No! Kim taehyung!

"Excuse me! Are you okay?"-  i heard a vaguely  familliar male voice .
"Yes ,i am!" - i curated a smile on my face and looked at him.

He was taller than me with a well defined figure. His eyes were of the colour of hazel nuts but they would look beautiful in any colour.

"Which floor, Mr.Kim?"- He asked in a suave manner.

"15th."- i replied briefly. A churning sensation was increasing in my stomach.

"Me too."- he smiled warmly .

"You must be the one who just move in. Nice to meet you."- i spread my hand to him.
He looked at me and paused for few seconds then held my palm. His hand was warm.
"I am Lee Soo Ho."- he smiled while shaking my hand.
As soon as i heard his name, i remembered. He was a promising young actor who made his debut with an arthouse director like choi soo bin. 
I looked at him again. His eyes were still looking at me with an awe. The lift stopped at 15th. I patted on Soo Ho's shoulder as i bade him good night.
My phone was vibrating continuously . I looked at the phone screen. There were 17 missed calls from Jungkook!

Kim Taehyung! Kim Taehyung! Can you believe it? He  called you seventeen times! Hahh!

I unlocked the door  and stepped inside. The door was shut close with a slam .
My feet had gone numb. The thoughts inside my head were hammering .My heart was about to explode. Tears were rolling down my face.

I have lost him. He will never come to me again. No one would hug me to sleep.

I shoved my face between my knees when i heard someone punching the lock buttons in the door.

"Hyung!" -jungkook rushed to me as soon as he got inside.
"Hyung! Hyung! Look at me"-  his voice was almost shaking . His hands embraced me in a tight hug.
His heart was beating so fast.
I couldn't control myself anymore and broke out in tears.
"Why....Why did...You..."- i was sobbing like a child.
The twenty five years old me was behaving like a five years old!

But when you love someone till it leaves you with nothing , you fear of losing that person. That person himself embodies "love". Ain't it right?

"I am sorry! I am sorry!"- jungkook stroke my hair while kissing me on my forehead.

I felt so cold. Even Jungkook's arms couldn't warm me up. I rubbed off tears from my eyes and said in a calm tone -" Jeon Jungkook!"
Jungkook was taken aback. Probably he had never heard me this calm.
"Let's break up!"- i uttered every word with utmost silence.
"Hyung!" - jungkook shrieked .

I got up without looking at him.

You know what are you doing ,kim taehyung?  I asked to myself.
The answer came rather swiftly.

I know what I am doing. Jungkook will be happy with her. His nana will be happy. So what if i  had to sacrifice myself!

"Hyung! Hyung! What are you saying! I had to put up an act in front of nana! How could you break up with me!"- he held my legs and started crying.

I couldn't look at him anymore. His flower like face was full of tears .
"Don't leave me ,hyung! Hyung! Are you listening? I will die ,hyung!"

"No one dies. You will be fine. She will make you happy. Think practically!"- i looked at my side while I spoke.
"Are you serious?" -jungkook stood up while wiping his tears.

"I have never been more serious in my whole life!"- as i spoke i went inside my bed room and slammed the door on his face.
I won't be able to see him leaving.

"Let me see your face for the last time ,hyung! I promise I won't bother you again."- he came closer to the door and urged.
"No! Leave!"- i yelled at him.

I heard his footsteps leaving .

Are you happy now? He has left! He won't come back again!

Jungkook, i wish you happiness. You know, when you love someone truly ,you need to let them go for their happiness. She will bring you happiness , jungkook. She will and you won't remember a nuisance like me anymore!