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Emily left and you dreadfully started getting ready for Aarons class. You decided to wear a short skirt and one of Hotch's sweatshirts, knowing both of those things would drive him crazy. For makeup you wanted to look a bit nicer than usual so he didn't know you were sad over him, so you did your normal face makeup, smudged winged eyeliner, and clear lipgloss.
You got to his class 5 minutes late, reminding you of one of the reasons this whole thing started. As you were sitting in class your mind wandered to the memories of him. The way he yelled at you when you had your first meeting, the way he fucked you over his desk, how sexy his moans sounded, just everything about him.
"Y/n are you going to answer me?" You heard Hotch question
You looked around and noticed you and him were the only one in the classroom. You had been so focused on your thoughts about Hotch that you didn't even realize class was over.
"I'm sorry sir i was distracted. How long has class been over?" You were really hoping you hadn't been here too long.
"Only about 5 minutes. Y/n can we please talk?" Hes making eye contact with you at this point, making it hard to resist his words.
"Later, i have class to get to. I'll be over around 7." You said while maintaining eye contact.
With that you left before things could get anymore awkward. Your next class was in 5 more minutes so you had no time to do anything before going there. You got to your class just on time and took your seat next to Spencer.
"So how'd everything go after I left?" He was trying to be nice but the question just made you sad.
"Not well. Lets sit through this class then we'll can go back to my place after and i'll tell you everything." You said in a whisper so no one heard you.
After a miserable 45 more minutes, class was over and you and Spencer were walking back to your campus apartment. He looked really good today. His hair was starting to grow out just a bit and he was wearing a green sweater with brown pants and his normal converses. He was also wearing his glasses. If you weren't so sad over Hotch you might make a move on Spencer.
After about 10 minutes of walking you finally arrived at your apartment you moved into a few weeks ago. You got sick of living in the uncomfortable dorms so you decided to pay a bit extra to get an apartment. It wasn't all that big but it worked.
"So are you going to tell me what happened?" He questioned
"Basically after you left i told him that i loved him. And that fucker responded with 'My ex wants to get back together' so i told him to go fuck himself and we yelled back and forth for a bit. Then me and Emily went to the exs house and he was there. We slashed both of their tires and put instant mashed potatoes in her yard. Then he came outside and we argued some more. I punched the ex in the face and then Emily dragged me home. Now im going over to his house tonight at 7 to talk." You explained.
"Jesus christ Y/n. You need to learn to control yourself better princess. What if one of them called the cops? You should've called me." He didn't sound angry, just concerned.
"I know I know I was just so riled up yesterday I didn't want to be calmed down I wanted revenge. Please don't be mad at me Spence. I cant have both you and Hotch hating me." You pleaded
"I could never hate you. And im sure Hotch doesn't hate you either, hes just angry. Its almost 5 now so you have about 2 hours. Lets go over what you're going to say. Also that outfit is perfect so i dont think you need to change." You were so grateful for Spencer.
You both decided that you were going to try your hardest not to yell at him. After chatting for another hour and a half it was time for you to go. You drove Spencer to his dorm so he didn't have to walk in the rain then started the short drive to Hotchs house.
Once you arrived you were uncharacteristically nervous. You knocked on his door and he let you in almost immediately, almost like he was waiting for you. You guys sat in an awkward silence for a few minutes before you decided to speak up.
"Listen I'm really sorry about last night. I just get so angry and i can't control myself. I love you Aaron and i will admit that i am threatened by Haley. She's the mother of your son, your high school sweetheart, she's age appropriate, and you guys were married i mean how can i possibly compete with that. I understand that what i did was immature but i was only doing it because thats one of the only ways i know how to show love. Doing crazy things and sex is how i show that i love you."
"Y/n I love you too, and thats not easy for me to say. After Haley cheated it left me with huge trust issues, one of the many reasons why I wont get back with her. I was at her house last night to tell her that. I understand that you think you can't compete with her, but in my eyes theres no competition. You already won. I will spend the rest of my life showing you-." He got cut off by a knock at the door.
"Are you expecting anyone?" You asked.
"No. Let me go check who that is." He said before getting up to answer the door. You walked over and stood behind him, curious as to who was here
When he opened the door you were both greeted with none other than Haley. You promised Spencer you wouldn't yell at Hotch, but you didnt say anything about not yelling at Haley.
"What the fuck are you doing here?" You demanded
"I could say the same for you little girl. That's what he likes to call you right? Little girl, good girl, slut, whore, that kind of thing. At least those are the ones i know from the texts i read. He never called me any of those things." She sounded disappointed with the last sentence, sad even.
"I didn't call you what I call Y/n because you're not special like she is. Plus you're fucking crazy, why did you look through our texts." He sounded angry, it was surprisingly hot.
"Just curious I guess. I like the boob pictures you sent to my husband by the way Y/n." She scowled.
"Aww thanks Haley, your ex husband seemed to like them too." You giggled. You saw Hotch crack a smile at this, Haley however did not find it amusing.
"Im done with you Haley. I'll see you when i have to, only for Jack. Now leave, I have plans with Y/n." He said and surprisingly she listened, leaving just you and Aaron there.
"Holy shit you yelling turned me on a lot more than it should've." You joked
"Lets take this up to my room then."
a/n: i couldn't make them fight for too long yall.
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opposites attract
Fanfiction*college au* y/n is a spunky and rebellious history major at yale university aaron hotchner is her older, much more serious history professor one day when y/n realizes she's struggling in the class, she visits professor hotchner and asks for some e...
