why won't you love me?

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it's been 5 months since you left me, lrh.
the same question has been repeating in my mind.
you love your lover,
so why won't you love me?
am i not worthy of being loved?
am i that worthless to you? to everyone?

i don't talk to calum or michael anymore.
they tried calling but i declined.
they don't have to know what's going on in my head.
they don't know that i'm not alright,
and that all i do is lie and pretend.

it's not like they care, either.
nobody could care for a broken boy.

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