CHAPTER 1

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It is not a happy ending story ..
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Like playing a tug of war, I just want to let go so that everything get solves and gives a decision that will guide me in the future. The wait is indeed a torture and certainty that I need at this moment.

"Gulf....." The voice sounded a bit sad. I turned my gaze towards the whole body standing on my right side.

"Mew!" I can't bear the feeling of wanting to make eye contact with the person I once loved and finally managed to rip my little heart.

I looked at his body and I was shocked. He is a bit thin. His face changed slightly. I wondered. I really do not understand. Why did he came back after so many years I was left behind?

Cruel! Once, I managed to erased all the memories with him even though deep in my heart, there are still remnants of love that I can't simply erased. My little heart was beating a bit fast. I'm still waiting for him to talk to break the mood.

"Why are you silent, Gulf? You don't want to look at me anymore?" asked Mew.

Mew started talking. I was confused by the question thrown to me. I held my hand so tightly, trying to strengthen the spirit that was almost withered by the feeling.

"Why did you come back, Mew? If you return back here just to hurt me again, you can stop it. You have succeeded for the past three years and my heart is already broken." I snorted.

I turned my gaze towards the green trees that give breath to mankind. He is the man that I missed so much. In fact, I almost lost my way after receiving the final word from the man three years ago. As soon as my spirits almost recovered, the man returned. But for what reason?

"Baby, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry for all the things that happened. I'm stupid for making the decisions." Mew spoke slowly. He acted as if he was so sorry.

"Sorry Mew. I already forgot everything. All of our memories are gone. It just becomes history to be remembered in our old age. Or maybe it just sinks into time. Let time alone determine it." I spoke rather loudly. I don't know where my spirit came from.

Actually I want to run away from this place. I know, if I was still standing here with him for a long time, of course my heart would melt. Then I left him. I quickened my pace to get to my car.

"I will still be waiting for you to accept me back in your life, love." Mew seemed to be screaming a little. The sound only sounded faint in my hearing.

"Let it be whatever it want to be. I just don't care anymore." I talked to my heart. Arghhh! The memory of the man was so strong. Of course it was so strong. He is the man that I have known for three years.

How can I simply forget him in the blink of an eye. That is something that is very impossible. Absolutely impossible. The man had managed to knock on the door of my heart that had been locked for so long.

He was the first to manage to own this piece of heart and he was also the first one to break this heart into a million pieces. The poet was right, first love is indeed very hard to forget and it was a torture.







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